I just want to let it all out. A lot of things happened -- some good while some pretty much not so. I have so much update that I do not know where to start. Me and my family have migrated. It has been more or less 4 years since then. I guess one of my lifelong dreams came true. I am thankful it did. I had to say goodbye to my friends, my work and everything familiar in my life. I took it as a second chance to rebuild my life and start from a clean slate. Honestly, I am still adapting. My friends weren't around and I felt like it's a challenge for me to find someone I can invest my time and emotions to like how I did back then. It's emotionally taxing in a way. I have my coworkers but still it's different. Oh and I finally learned how to drive. I don't know how but I did it, another win! With everything good that's happening, we can't avoid the downside and such is the balance of things. Moving halfway across the world had taken a toll on my relationship. We used to say that we'll talk everyday. It was so for the first few months until life caught up to us. It takes two to make or break a relationship. We didn't end on good terms. I was expecting it nor would I make excuses for myself. I still care but whatever feelings I had left weren't enough to make me stay. I think we had both gone complacent that feelings won't change. It did and we learned that the hard way. I wish him well. I wish him the happiness he hadn't found in me. As for me, I am moving. As they say, the world won't stop when you do.