.::Welcome::.

Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.

.::The Shroom::.

~Kim

~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com

.::My Adores::.

~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen

.::Detests::.

~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty

.::Wishlist::.

~to be part of her prince's world
~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
~to be able to join a cosplay
~to dye my hair blue
~to collect Ouran High Manga

.::Memory Lane::.

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.::Dewdrops::.

Legion Of Gaea
APC
Blessed Devil
Prince Yoeru
Knight Angelo
Prince Akabane
Prince Mamaru
Prince Kira Yamato
Destiny Waltz
Lord Knight Kiba
Lady Maxienne
Princess Pristine
Princess Lilai
Valley of Angels
Otaku Corner
Divine Castle
Princess Raissa
Satoshi Kagemaro
Blogtimizer
Lone Red Wolf
Neon Spring's Gallery

.::Dreamdrops::.

Games:
~Luna Mobile (server 22)
~Ikemen Sengoku (hiyori) ~Dragon Nest Mobile (Ava)
Webtoons:
~I Love Yoo
~UnOrdinary

.::Snowdrops::.

|Imichi Ryua @ Blogskins|
|Texture|
|Scan|
|Aniavvys|
|shirotsuki|

.::Mellow::.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Letter from His Majesty, Covert Master =RYOGA= found in the archives of Acheron, regarding the disappearance of the Legion and the attempted (later successful) rescue mission.

To the loyal gentry:
Greetings and Salutations!


I am dispatching this report to all the loyal citizens of Gaea in the hopes of reaching you before the first snowfall. The skies in Gaea had been gray but the air that held the promise of storms to come had ceased to remain.

Each and everyone of us had reasons to leave Gaea, may it be announced or unannounced. Whether it be career, studies, family, health, and yes, even love. However, the bond between us all began to feel the need to return to our homeland. Even the oracle had proved the existence of this bond called friendship. With that said, gather and rejoice for you will see the open skies of Gaea over your head once more.

By the power vested upon me by the heavens, as thy Majesty, thy sovereign ruler of Gaea, lords and ladies of all stations, I hereby announce the opening of the kingdom of Gaea's borders!

I remain,

His Excellency,
Covert Master =RYOGA=

When: July 1, 2007
Legion of Gaea url: http://legionofgaea.proboards31.com

Everyone is invited. Pass it on. ^_^

Ava stood out at 1:11 AM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

*~*~*Hardest Things In Love...*~*~*

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget. <--hit
2. Finding a way to mend a broken heart. <--miss
3. Learning that you've been used by someone you truly love. <--miss
4. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love. <--hit
5. Realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with. <--miss
6. Waiting for promises you know (s)he'll never keep. <--miss
7. Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else. <--miss
8. Reminiscing the good times you shared together. <--hit
9. Shielding your heart to love somebody. <--HIT!!!
10. Trying to hide what you really feel. <--hit
11. Having a commitment with someone that you know would not last. <--miss
12. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes. <--hit
13. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up. <--hit!
14. Falling in love for the first time. <--miss
15. PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying... <--hit
16. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have. <--hit!
17. Loving someone you haven't seen. <--HIT!
18. Loving the right one at the wrong time. <--hit
19. Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work. <--miss
20. Not being appreciated when you know you've given your best. <--hit
21. Taking the risk to fall in love again. <--hit!
22. Choosing between 2 persons whom you really love. <--hit
23. Turning down someone you love dearly but only as a friend. <--hit
24. Listening to him talk about the girl he loves (which is not you) and seeing how his eyes light up as he does so. <--miss
25. Seeing the guy/girl you love staring at a guy/girl who happens to be your friend while you're staring at him/her too... <--miss
26. Letting go only to find out later on you shouldn't have let go because every time you see the person, you only fall deeper... <--hit!
27. When the one you love doesn't even know you exist... <--hit!!!
28. Saying "I Love You" not knowing how the person will respond/reply. <--miss
29. When he/she leaves you knowing that you'll never get to see each other again... and there's no chance of getting back together. <--miss
30. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with. <--HIT!
31. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else... <--hit
32. Breaking a friend's trust. <--HIT!!!
33. Still wait for him/her even though you know he'll never be there. <--HIT!
34. Loving someone who doesn't exist. <--HIT!!!
35. Choosing not to love because you're afraid to get hurt... <--HIT!!!

Ava stood out at 9:42 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

*~*~*Phil. Nana Day*~*~*

Whoopee-o Nana fans! Celebrate 'coz the BLACKSTONES will rock your world. Oh yes, Nana day will be celebrated here in the Philippines too!

707 INTERNATIONAL NANA DAY PHILIPPINES

Venue: R&B Music Venue, Metrowalk
Date: July 7, 2007
Time: 7:07 pm – 2:00 am
Entrance Fee: PhP 150 with free drink
(Iced Tea or San Mig Light)

Fanart, Fanvid, cosplay and Jmusic for everyone!!! What fun way to celebrate 7/7/07! Get those instruments rollin' and rock on! ^^v See yah there!

For more info. check this out --> http://philnanaday.tk/

Ava stood out at 11:33 PM

I am looking at a girl. She's pretty to look at, or so they say. But I can't see it. All I see is a helpless girl keeping a lot of things to herself. They say that she's a nice lady. Elegant and kind, full of dreams and hope. But I can't see it. She, to me, is an empty shell. She has wings but she can't fly. She has clear eyes but it's clouded with fear. She's like a beautiful glass yet easily broken. Help her because I can't... help myself.

Ava stood out at 11:30 PM

"odi et amo quare id faciam fortasse requiris / nescio sed fieri sentio et excrucior" ~The opening of Catullus 85

I hate and I love. Why do I do this, you perhaps ask. I do not know, but I feel it happening and I am tormented. My fears are beginning to surface again. Unwept tears fill my soul. I hate this feeling. I hate running away. But it's what I always do. Running away is what I'm good at. Putting my trust in someone is hard. Why is it so? I know that if I'm always like this, nothing will happen. I have always been living in a dream world. A sad fairytale that I chose to believe. Jaded, but for no reason. Depressed, with an uncertain cause. Perhaps I am confused, just like you are right now.

"rosa rubicundior lilio candidior omnibus formosior semper in te glorior"
"Redder than the rose, whiter than the lilies, fairer than all things, I do ever glory in thee..."

Ava stood out at 6:34 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

*~*~* @};- *~*~*

Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes

And sleep
A chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away
A dream away

So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

Ava stood out at 12:48 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Finally, I'm back here in Vigan after...hmm... 3 years or so? The bus trip was fun, tiring and quite long. Heehee. There are lots of changes but it's good to know that the things I adore are still here. XD Empanada, the beach, museums, even old antique houses and merchandise. ^___^ Weeee! I took lots of pictures. I am sooo looking forward to lotsa activities tomorrow. I'll update soon. Xiao! Oh by the way, chukero's with me. ehehe...

Ava stood out at 10:03 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

*~*~*Otanjoubi Omedetou Jan2x-sama*~*~*

"Waiting like a rose...
Encaptured, enclosed...
For someone out there,
Who isn't afraid to get hurt...
By the thorns."


He was someone I never thought I'd get along. Yet, he had offered me a lovely friendship.. which I gladly I accepted. ^_^ I met waka-sama just recently but I felt that I'd known him before. He's nice *or so I thought... heehee jox!*. I don't know a lot of things about him yet, still, I feel safe and comfortable around him. I can tell him anything and everything without hesitation nor the fear of being ridiculed or laughed at. With him, I can be myself and let my guard down... even for a moment. He can easily break down the massive barrier which I've enclosed myself in. Like the presence of fresh air in a dark cellar, waka-sama somehow brought the life back into my soul. If only he could be the sword and shield I've been waiting for... ^__^ anyways, I just want him to be happy on his bday. ;)

Otanjoubi omedetou waka-sama. ^___^

Ava stood out at 6:53 AM

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