.::Welcome::.

Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.

.::The Shroom::.

~Kim

~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com

.::My Adores::.

~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen

.::Detests::.

~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty

.::Wishlist::.

~to be part of her prince's world
~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
~to be able to join a cosplay
~to dye my hair blue
~to collect Ouran High Manga

.::Memory Lane::.

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November 2014
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.::Dewdrops::.

Legion Of Gaea
APC
Blessed Devil
Prince Yoeru
Knight Angelo
Prince Akabane
Prince Mamaru
Prince Kira Yamato
Destiny Waltz
Lord Knight Kiba
Lady Maxienne
Princess Pristine
Princess Lilai
Valley of Angels
Otaku Corner
Divine Castle
Princess Raissa
Satoshi Kagemaro
Blogtimizer
Lone Red Wolf
Neon Spring's Gallery

.::Dreamdrops::.

Games:
~Luna Mobile (server 22)
~Ikemen Sengoku (hiyori) ~Dragon Nest Mobile (Ava)
Webtoons:
~I Love Yoo
~UnOrdinary

.::Snowdrops::.

|Imichi Ryua @ Blogskins|
|Texture|
|Scan|
|Aniavvys|
|shirotsuki|

.::Mellow::.

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Weeee!!! Ral, happy bdae!!! Ayun, kelan kaya tayo magkikita? hehehe.. may bibigay ako sau xempre... Wah! Bakit ba dito ako nagmemessage sau... I'm supposed to give a nice, long article about you.. lolx... wala naman ako maisip. XD hehehe.... Anyway, para malaman ng iba, nakilala ko si Ralyn Estrada Apuhin sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas Kolehiyo ng Baguio noong kami'y nasa unang taon ng kolehiyo. naks!!! nakakatagalog na ko ng marami. Weeee!!! Kakaiba nga yung meeting namin kasi medical exam pa noon. Di pa kami enrolled. Kasunod ko siya sa pila. Tahimik at mukhang mabait naman. Wala ko magawa kaya kinausap ko siya. Ayun pala taga-Marikina din siya at Biology din ang course. Naisip ko nga na baka maging magkaklase kami *at yun nga nangyari!!!* Galing! Chika ever naman kami. Pagkatapos ko sa medical exam, enroll ako agad. Pagtapos ko, siya yung kasunod kaso biglang nag-lunch break. wahahah!!! di siya inabot.. *ngaun ko lang naisip, baka malas ka nun* XD So, yun, di ko na siya nakita after. Hanggang nun Orientation, halo-halo pa lahat ng freshmen, akalain mong siya ulit yung kasunod ko? Sa dinami-dami ng repapis, etong tahimik pa nakasunod. XD chikaever ulit. Magkaklase nga kami at pareho pang letter "A" ang surname. So same group at naging buddy-buddy. Kuha number, sabay pumasok at di na kami mapaghiwalay after that... Lolx. Ewan ko ba paano kami nagkakasundo eh sobrang opposites talaga. Ayun, naging boardmate pa kami sa dorm and eventually, became housemates for like 1 1/2 years. Hahaha! Sa umaga, tanghali at gabi, wala kami ginawa kundi magchikahan. What's so funny is that the things we talk about are the same things that happened to us that day. Weird no? Minsan pag walang magawa, kakanta an lang ako ng japanese songs na nirerequest niya. Hahaha! Kasama ko rin yan sa pagka-adik sa internet. Nako, chat to the max kami sa MiRC dati. Umaabot kami ng 15 hours walang tayuan. Kape o noodles lang katapat na si Kuya Ed *yung nagbabantay ng comp. shop* pa ang gumagawa para samin. Hahahah!!! Spoiled brat kami pagdating dun kay Kuya Ed. ^___^ Waaaah!!! nasan an kaya siya? Well, anyways, tungkol pala kay Ral to.. So yun nga, binagyo din kami ng problema pero alam namin na as long as we're together *kasama si Maan* eh walang problemang di namin kaya. O diba? All for one and one for all ang drama ng lola mo. Hehehehe... Xempre nagdaan narin kami sa matinding away.. Hindi kami nag-usap for months! Imagine!!! Pero nanaig pa rin ang friendship. Totoo nga na hindi maipagpapalit ang kaibigan. Akala ko hindi na kami magkakaayos. Pero ayun bago ako mag-graduate, nag-usap kami ulit. That month was one of the best months of my life kasi ang daming magandang nangyari. Heehehe. Hindi na namin pinag-usapan o binalikan pa yung nangyari. Tinignan namin in a positive way. Inisip namin na test of friendship lang yun at nalamapasan namin! Yay!! *throws confetti in the air*. Marami din kami natutunan at alam ko na mas naging matibay ang aming pagkakaibigan. Haaaay... I would never trade my memories with her and Maan sa kahit anong bagay *kahit mukha akong zeny wahahahah*!!! Errr... kahit na si Kurama pa ang magtanggal ng memory ko! Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Ayoko isipin. Lolx.... Hehehe!!! O cya... Wala lang akong magawa... hahaha!! hahahahappy birthday Ralulu!!!! Sana maging happy ka na talaga.... ^____^

Ava stood out at 3:47 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007



Visit my other haven~!!! <3

Thanks!!! ^_^

Ava stood out at 10:57 AM

Monday, April 23, 2007

I know this entry is waaay too late. I am also aware that I am neglecting my blog. I've been bombarded with stress and I was really depressed these past few weeks. I am on the verge of giving-up. Believe me, It's very very hard to deal with. Anyways, I'm not here to talk about that. I'll just end up being frustrated if I do. So on with my post...

*~*~*02/17/07 12:21AM 14-6-4 Palladium, KL Malaysia*~*~*

~Gong Xi Fa Cai! Today is the start of the Chinese New Year. The year of the golden fire pig. Luckily, I'm here in KL to witness the spectacular event. Actually, the official date of the Chinese New Year is 02/18/07. Then again, it's a 3-day event. Suteki ne! Anyhow, I want to share that I spent Valentine's Day in Singapore. Yep. The Land of the Merlion. Might as well go on with the detail before it's lost in the recesses of my brain (the thinking part, that is). Last February 13, I was really agitated 'coz my eyes were still sore. Ugh. I might be detained in the immigration due to that so I really took a day's rest. No books, tv or anything that will keep my eyes open for a whole minute. Oh, the agony! I want to get back on my manga project Noumena. Anyways, that's a different story. So Feb. 14 came and I was awake even before my alarm off and before my mom knocked on my door. Guess I was excited. First thing I did was open the lights and check on my eyes. Ain't bloodshot red but looking sore and teary. It was 4:30AM and I had chilli Tom Yam mee for breakfast. Had my day jumpstart with that one. Finished my morning ritual and everything was set. Bus ride was due @ 7:30AM. It was a long 3hr. drive from KL to Kota Raya where the immigration was. Geez, was I ever scared. Good thing the Malaysian immigration officer took no notice of my sore eyes. Then we reached the Woodlands Checkpoint where the Singapore immigration was. Oh, the only thing that separates Malaysia from Singapore is the Causeway Link *bridge*. Took no notice of my eyes again and gave me a 14-day pass. Cool. Then I'm finally in Singapore. Ho-hum. I'm quite sleepy now so I'll continue with my journey next time. Oh, better not forget my New Year's Resolution. Gong Xi Fa Cai! Turning chinese... nuuu.. I'm japanese! Lolx. After I marry Kenichi Matsuyama or Kenta Kamakari. Harhar! Gotta sleep.


*~*~*02/17/07 3:17PM 14-6-4 Palladium, KL Malaysia*~*~*

~Teehee. I'm going swimming at the condo pool later! I need some time alone. Well, not actually alone. My mom and my aunt'll be nearby having snack at the bar. I'll swim at around 3:30PM coz the children won't be back from school until 5PM. Harharhar! I have the pool to myself! And I'll order some snack from the bar too!!! This is life. XD So there, I'll continue with my journey to Singapore last Valentine's day. Upon arrival, we searched for a restaurant because the ride/trip was exhausting and I was really hungry. I had Bird's Nest soup for lunch. Our first stop was in Novena and we visited the Novena Church. I saw the most beautiful image of Mother Mary! Her smile was so sweet and her eyes were full of love and sympathy. Oh, and the smell of roses! You'll love it! After that, we headed to Chinatown. The bazaar was bustling with people. It was so exciting! I was exhilirated. There were lots of interesting items. We stayed at Dragon Hotel and retired early. One thing I can say about Singapore is their great food! Singapore is a fast-paced country. There are lots of people walking here and there. To be honest, I prefer Kuala Lumpur than Singapore. Ho-hum.

A/N: So that's it... I'll be posting other stuff soon. I miss Malaysia. I like to go back there again. Ciao!

Ava stood out at 7:51 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

It felt like spring time on this February morning
In the courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today
Now

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name
Into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name into the sky
And I will wake up happy

It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

Ava stood out at 9:14 AM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

A topic in Anime Pop Clan Forum gave me this idea about why am I still single. A lot of people ask me that one thing and I'd like to explain my reasons. I don't get it why they get shocked that I still don't have a boyfriend. I admit that most girls my age, usually, have a special someone. Even my family tease me about it. XD Sometimes, I just smile at them, make a face or shrug my shoulders. But here's what I have in mind. So for those who would dare ask me again. I'd send them a link to this post. Aha aha ahahaha!

~taken from Love Lounge (APC FORUM)

hahaha! parang Loveless ver.2

Ahh... reasons kung bakit single...

1. Love is not included in my top priorities. When I speak of love, I pertain to the romantic attachment you feel with the opposite sex. Kasi diba iba2x naman ang love. *Don't even get me started with the kinds I have in mind...* There's more to my life. I mean, I enjoy thinking about other things like hobbies, nature, adventure, books and stuff. Don't get me wrong. I love dreaming about "Love" and I like feeling "kilig" moments too. However, I do not focus on it that much.

2. I enjoy being single at this very moment. You know, we have this misconception that being single means either you're not "good" *READ: beautiful or amazing* enough to attract someone or you're a lesbian of some sort. I don't really get it why people assume that you should have a special someone. As I've said earlier, there's more to life than romantic love. I am not being a hypocrite or something but that's how I feel.

3. I am single because I'm still assessing myself. I have to know what I want. I have to make sure that I'm making a right decision. I admit that I don't like the idea of me getting hurt but I am more afraid that I could hurt someone like what I did before. I don't want to go through that cycle anymore.

4. I am single because I think I like someone and I've been waiting for that someone to realize that I exist. Lolx. No, I am not talking about Kurama. I've finally realized that he's not real. Hahaha! It took almost half of my life That's how blind I am.. or was.

5. I am a firm believer of destiny. If someone is destined for me, he will come and find me. It is easier to think that he *whoever HE may be* is making his way towards me. He's around there somewhere and maybe he lost his map or something. But I know he'll find me. I must wait 'til then. *sheesh... i am an incurable idealist*

6. Lastly, I am single because I have so many friends to share my love with... and it includes each and everyone of you...

Hahahahaha!!! Isa kasi akong SPECIAL CHILD.... XD

Ava stood out at 8:20 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

You for Nobuo Terashima
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I’d always see you if I turned around
Seeing you with the smile you always have
I couldn’t see you because you were too close
But I always lost my way when I was alone
Our bond, bit by bit, is loosening and changing colors

Just by saying your name
My heart is filled with happiness
Just by being together
I can become stronger…
I can become kinder…
Being with you, having our eyes meet
I realize the meaning of eternity
Let us search for our goal together

I am stubborn and obstinate
I’m sorry for always causing you trouble
Time goes by and I’m the only one
Who’s still stuck on that day
Gently, you open the door to your heart for me

You are here, just that fact
Fills up my entire body
No matter what kind of problem
The two of us
Can overcome it
I really, really like you
I like you more than anyone
Let us paint our future together

To feel such feelings for the first time
Sadness, pleasure, the pain, and the separation

*This is the English translation of "Kimi no Koto"... 2nd ending theme of Suzuka* It so reminds me of Nobu and I luuurve dreaming about him.*

Ava stood out at 8:45 AM

Yay!!! I've uploaded a new skin!!! Yuyu Hakusho, my all-time favorite series! Whew... Kurama-kun is so kawaii ne? All the credit, you can find at the snow drops section. You can use my button if you want link exchange. Whoopee-o! Hmmm... I'm thinking of changing my skin every 3 months. Hope I can do that. Lolx. The bgm is called Shissou by Last Alliance from the series Ouran High Host Club! Hope y'all like it! ^_^ See yah!

Ava stood out at 3:51 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007



Ho-hum. I found another great anime guy which I would feature today! Nobuo "Nobu" Terashima of the manga NANA by Ai Yazawa. Nobu is the guitarist of Black Stones *Ren would want to but Nobu only plays lead*. Anyways, Nobu is a carefree guy. His family is rich and owns a well-known inn. However, he chose to pursue his dream of becoming a part of a famous band together with his friends Nana O., Yasu and Ren. What I like about him is his view about destiny and life. He believes that if love is meant for you, it will come so you don't have to push yourself too hard in finding that love.

"Now, the sadness I was in not so long ago has disappeared. If a guy like Nobu was my boyfriend, I really think I could be happy everyday!" ~Nana "Hachi" Komatsu

Like Nana "Hachi" Komatsu, I would want to wish for a guy like him. *sigh*

Ava stood out at 6:58 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007


Last April 1, I went to Ozine '07. Well, I decided to go mainly because most of my friends from APC were there. As usual, there were guest bands and same contests *karaoke, darawing and cosplay*. ^_^ I enjoyed the cosplay competition. Too bad we weren't able to join this time. Maybe this November. Anyhow, for the other pics. You can see them at the APC forums - APC Cosplay section. http://animepopclan.proboards39.com You might want to check it out. That's it. I'm out! :)

Ava stood out at 4:43 AM

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