.::Welcome::.

Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.

.::The Shroom::.

~Kim

~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com

.::My Adores::.

~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen

.::Detests::.

~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty

.::Wishlist::.

~to be part of her prince's world
~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
~to be able to join a cosplay
~to dye my hair blue
~to collect Ouran High Manga

.::Memory Lane::.

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.::Dewdrops::.

Legion Of Gaea
APC
Blessed Devil
Prince Yoeru
Knight Angelo
Prince Akabane
Prince Mamaru
Prince Kira Yamato
Destiny Waltz
Lord Knight Kiba
Lady Maxienne
Princess Pristine
Princess Lilai
Valley of Angels
Otaku Corner
Divine Castle
Princess Raissa
Satoshi Kagemaro
Blogtimizer
Lone Red Wolf
Neon Spring's Gallery

.::Dreamdrops::.

Games:
~Luna Mobile (server 22)
~Ikemen Sengoku (hiyori) ~Dragon Nest Mobile (Ava)
Webtoons:
~I Love Yoo
~UnOrdinary

.::Snowdrops::.

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|Scan|
|Aniavvys|
|shirotsuki|

.::Mellow::.

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

~*~*~*Ralyn Serene*~*~*~

Happy 22nd Bdae Ral... the long essay will follow. I promise...

^_^

I miss you so so so much!

Ava stood out at 9:51 AM

Monday, April 17, 2006

*~*~*Summer Duty*~*~*

Okay, I had my first day of class today... and I wasn't late!!! Woohoo! That's a good sign to start the summer obligations with, don't you think? ^_^ I attended my Health Ethics class today at 7:30am. I thought I was already late 'coz I reached school at around 7:45am. But as luck may have it, the teacher wasn't there yet. So I sat at the middle row all by myself 'coz I don't know anyone else inside the classroom. Heehee. The class went on smoothly and we were dismissed early. My next class *11am-2pm* is all about Art Appreciation. Man! I'm gonna love that subject. ARTS!!! I never ahd that since elementary and my creative mind needs to work again or else it will be rusty. X_x. I am so excited about the Greek Arts and Romanticism, Baroque period, Roman Arts and all that. I would've been a better artist. Lolx. Just kidding! I love my work now, I don't even consider myself working. After all, if you love what you're doing, then you'll never have to work in your entire life. ^_^ Oh my God, I sound like a terminally-ill patient. Woohoo!! I love my life right now. Okay back to the topic, I excused myself from class 'coz unexpectedly, we had to attend to a summer duty as an advanced rotation for us to complete our major and minor cases in the operating room. I left school at 1pm and headed to Philippine Orthopedic Center. I stayed there from 2pm - 6pm. :) I had so much fun I didn't realize that time passed by so quickly until we were dismissed by our clinical instructor. Teehee... I assisted in Closed Reduction RAEF, wound flushing, suturing, incision and drainage and a lot more. I really learned a lot on this first exposure. :) Weeee!!! That's it for today. Hope tomorrow's another fun-filled day. I need to go home now... Lolx. ^_^

Ava stood out at 4:08 AM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

*~*~*Still Locked Within*~*~*

I cannot understand myself anymore...

I am sad today. Maybe because I am confused and I am not used to seeing myself confused. It makes me so lonely. Why do I have to be this way? Why?

Currently playing in my blog right now is Onegai Teacher's Snow Angel...
I love the song so much!!! The song tells of winter loneliness and the hope that after every winter is a lovely spring. To know that I am not alone anymore and i never was... it's such a blessing. I am thankful to meet everyone who made a difference in my life. ^___^

In the past when I was scared to lose someone's warmth, I thought that it would forever be winter. Then another one came, who filled the emptiness like a fresh new breath of spring.

I like him and I want him to be happy. ^___^
You know who you are...

Ava stood out at 9:31 AM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

~*~*~*Why Uchiha Sasuke*~*~*~

[W]ithout Sasuke, the series just seemed to have nowhere to go. I was thinking this was bad and I'd get cancelled after ten weeks. [laughs]. The editor then suggested creating a rival. And what was born was Sasuke." - Masashi Kishimoto, The Toriyama World Interview

I adore Sasuke, inspite and despite of everything. My poor, pressured love, who at a very young age, was given the difficult role of an "Avenger". Whenever I am in forums and I happen to drop by any Naruto thread, Sasuke was always at the losing end. He's always taunted, mislabeled and criticized and only defended by crazed fangirls who likes him just because he's good-looking and a cool bad-ass. Why? Why can't they understand him? That's when I decided to stop defending him against those incapable of knowing who the real Sasuke is. Don't get me wrong and call me a hypocrite. I liked Sasuke the moment he's introduced in the series because of his looks and demeanor too. But my admiration for him deepens until I find myself accepting him along with his flaws. Sasuke is known to have an aristocratic air of sophistication around him and in school, he's a genius rookie who either meets or breaks all expectations. Sasuke is idolized, much as he is envied. He is not a coward and certainly no fool. He is not whiny and he's not gay. He was driven to be the way he is because of his past. I dare say NO ONE would've chosen the path he took because NO OTHER is brave enough to do it. He couldn't even be compared to Naruto because Uzumaki-kun didn't get to see his whole family killed by his very own brother. And they presume Naruto is any better than Sasuke. They share the same loneliness and they were both alone and abandoned but it's due to diffrent circumstances therefore Sasuke's pain cannot be compared to Naruto's. Sasuke may be living in fear that he may not live up to the Uchiha name and the role of the avenger but he's willing to give it a shot. He even go as far as sacrificing his own happiness just to take up on that responsibility he didn't even choose but was appointed to him. He was doomed with ridiculously high expectations. As if his prestigious pedigree wasn't pressure enough, the esteemed reputation his father and older brother held within the clan and the village was also weighed down on his small shoulders. Sasuke is also a gifted child but he will NEVER be Itachi. Long before the night that forever altered the course of his life, Sasuke lived with the painful knowledge that he would never quite measure up to the standards set before him. First by his father, then his older brother whom he idolized *and in a way, still does*. As much as I love Sasuke, I also pity him. Though a good portion of his hatred is alloted to Itachi, majority of it is focused on himself. The brief return of Itachi in the village and his sudden interest in Naruto Uzumaki than his own brother further fuel Sasuke's insecurity. As a result, Sasuke come to the conclusion that should the day come that he is defeated by Naruto before he can get to Itachi, then his life's dream of surpassing Itachi and avenging his clan would be nothing more than that - a dream. And it would destroy him. Why can't anyone understand him? Why? But I do. From the bottom of my heart... I do. Not because of love or pity but because he is the epitome of purity stained with human desire and the eternal quest for salvation and freedom. I love my Sasuke and nothing will ever change that.

Ava stood out at 2:21 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

*~*~*Blessed Devil*~*~*

He is an antagonist. He makes candid observations, and then throw them in your face. He is not a nice guy, so don't expect him to treat you special. Expect him to disagree with you most of the time. If ever you come to a bit of insanity and decide to pick a fight with him, he is more than happy to beat you up with weapons such as blade-sharp logic and a grenade of reasoning. He keeps the balance of opinions. He mostly does not agree with the majority, but there are occasional exceptions. He's a bit strict about keeping the forums orderly, but he mostly gives forumers an amount of free will. This is, actually, his first time as an administrator, so forgive him if he misses out on a few things. But if you do not like how he does things around here, he never claimed to be objective anyways.

Intelligent. Frank. Mean. Self-delusional. Arrogant. Occasionally kind. That just about summarizes him.


But... who really is Blessed Devil? Let me share you the story on how we became acquainted. It was a chaotic time back in the ABS-CBN Forums Anime Section. Where, newbies suddenly popped out of nowhere and created havoc in a once serene place. Nah. Juz kidding. I happen to be one of the meek members of the said forums around October 2005. I gained friends like what I had always been capable of doing in any forum that I joined. One of them, let's just hide his identity by using the codename "PRODIGY", was a really popular forumer. He had more friends than anybody else, mostly the novices. His happy-go-lucky nature contributed most of this popularity. But one time, there's this newbie *although his post count already reached 1000* who pointed out his so-called bad points. He did praise him but Prodigy's weak spots were also included in his post. Of course, Prodigy was offended by this and in one of our friendly conversations, he admitted it to me. I, on the other hand, cared for him as a friend and confronted this again so-called "mean guy" who mistreated one of my dear friends. I replied to his post and sent him a private message. To my surprise, he talked to me in a casual *meaning friendly but distant* manner. He even said thank you. This gave me the idea that he wasn't such a bad person as most of the other members thought he was. Then, I decided not to interfere with his affairs again. But one day, as I roamed the other sections of the forum, I registered in one of the roleplaying threads. I became known then as Temari of Sand Village. He was Itachi then. Looking at his messages, he was logical and sensible to talk to so I enjoyed roleplaying as long as this guy was around. A friend of him, Anson, sent me a private message and invited me to "his" own forum. Crypt of the Gods. At first, I wasn't interested. I don't even plan on joining thinking I had much to do. But I cannot turn down his invitation so I did. So I saw him again. Blessed Devil. From there, everything happened so fast. He added me in his friends list in YM and whenever I am online, I get to chat with this lil devil. As the days passed, I get to talk with him more and more... getting into deep, logical conversations about life, beliefs,love and friendship with this supposed-to-be anti-social guy. Funny how I always happen to be there during his mood swings and angsty moments and he, in mine. Then it dawned upon me. He became one of the reasons, if not the reason itself, for me being online. I started neglecting the ABS-CBN forums and find myself hanging out in the crypt more. I don't know why and when it started. It just did. Contrary to his description, what I see is a deep, caring guy within. I never would have asked anyone else in place of him. So, who is Blessed Devil?

Smart. Honest. Thoughtful. Sensitive. Confident. Occasionally dense. That just about summarizes him.

Ava stood out at 9:46 AM

*~*~*Summer '06*~*~*

Class has ended and summer's here! 2 whole weeks of fun and free from books and duties!!! I gotta live most of it coz I have my summer classes this time. It's actually my first time to attend summer class. I'll really be serious now. Better see me tying a white band on my forehead. Yea!! That's how determined I am! >.< I still have a lot of subjects to catch up on so I can be included in the list of graduates this October. I really am excited now. I wish I really could graduate. T___T Okay, for other news, I'd been pretty much hanging out at the crypt. *http://cryptofthegods.tk* owned by my dear friend Anson! Heehee.. Just advertising the site. Lolx. Anyways, for the real news... errr.. a lot has happened. Good and bad.. and when I say bad.. it's really really bad! >.< Ho-hum. For the things I missed to say since my last post, *which was more of my romantic status* school's pretty took the wits outta me this time. I promise I won't allow them to vote me as president this term. I absolutely can't handle the responsibilities since I've much to do starting April 17. Besides, most of my classmates are really playing pain-in-the-@$$ on purpose! Heck! I won't be needing them to piss me off this time. I've also learned my lesson regarding modular classes where professors are really f***ing @$$holes and all they teach students is "HOW TO SAY BADWORDS OFTEN". They are being inconsiderate. Hah! And if they think they're any superior than me. Well, they better think again. Aha aha ahahaha! They must suffer as I have suffered and feel my wrath! I'll avenge myself!!! Rawr!!! No more good girl! Lalo na yang BANAAG na yan! @$^&*%# siya!!! Oh, sorry!!! *takes a deep breath and calms down* There! *reverts back to my good side* Sorry for the minor inconvenience. Heehee. ^___^ I got a bit carried away back there. So, where am I? Oh, the past events.. Hmm... No major thing happened. ^_^ Well, other than i'm hanging out with my mom and bro often this time... :) I must also include the things I did for the church. We had a small medical mission *Karen, Liz, Ral and I* wherein we did a volunteer work of taking blood pressure by the church. I also appeared live at RPN Ch.9 last Sunday. I was included in those who offered on the live mass. Geez. Atleast I did appeared on national television. X_x And I'm not happy about it. Lolx. Okay, what else? Uhmm.. that would be it. I'm gonna mention about Blessed Devil, the closest one to me right now, on my next post. I love you all and I missed my blog! ^___^

Ava stood out at 9:19 AM

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