02/14/08 Happy Valentine’s Day

Again, the time has come when love is just in the air… NOT! Ohoho! Certainly not for jaded me. I had a date. Yes, a date with Hollywood star Ashton Kutcher. I watched his movie with Kevin Costner. The Guardian. Lolx. Teeheehee. Hmmm. I practically spent all my 23 Valentines either alone or with few friends so I never considered it as exclusively-for-lovers day. ^_^ Yes, feel free to notice the hint of sarcasm. XD Geez, don’t look at me that way. I could get a date whenever I want. It’s just that I haven’t made up my mind. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not hopelessly in love with Quicksilver like I used to. Things toned down a bit I guess. We’re friends now… and I’m really trying hard to keep it platonic. I do! I do! ^_^ I admit that there are still times when it’s painful to think about but that’s life. I believe that I’m feeling this way because I had felt something really good before so it’s like… a beautiful kind of sadness. I regret having wasted too much time but I don’t regret having felt that way towards him. I learned from it at the very least. Besides, I did everything I could. I gave my best, but it wasn’t enough. I, a goddess brought down from the heavens, was turned down by a common mortal man!!! Oh the shame! Ohohohoho! Yes, I am sour-graping. XD At least I’ve tried. Teehee. I stumbled down and my friends lifted me up *and cursed the guy! Jox!* Maybe it’s time to listen to them. :)