It's been a while since I've written you something eh? How long has it been? 2 or 3 years? Sometimes, I wonder if you also think of me. Heh. I may never know. You were always the mysterious one. I never knew what's going on your mind the same way that you always know what I am thinking of. You may be reading my mind all the time. But it's better that way so I don't have to tell you the things that I wanted you to know. I still remember how we met 9 years ago. How you glared at me back then. Lolx. I was scared. Yes. But that didn't stop me from befriending you. I've always believed in the goodness of people. I did... back then. Everyone was afraid of you. Well, most, if not all. You were snobbish, brooding, quiet almost bordering on arrogance and you always frown. How can you manage to be like that and yet look so appealing? X.x Then, in a weird twist of fate, we became friends. They wonder how we got along. A perfect match. I am always smiling and you are always frowning. I am a total extrovert and you, an introvert. I always turn to you. Always. Sometimes, I think I won't be able to live without you. You always know what to say to make me feel better. Even your presence comforts me. Of course, I was too young to know that I was in love. Heh. Besides, you were never the possessive type. You even urge me to entertain others and I was always the one who says no. People started to think what's wrong with me and that I should just let you go or fall in love with someone else. But maybe I can't. Because it's my own choice. I don't know why or until when would I stay this way. Of course, I do get attracted to other people too but I know it wouldn't last. I fancy myself in love with someone else but who am I fooling? My friends say that I should just stop comparing everyone to you and try to appreciate them for who they are and not who I want them to be. But you see, I can't do that because I've already appreciated you from the start... so much that I can't seem to appreciate someone else unless I see something in them that reminds me of you. I know that's selfish of me. But I really miss you. I do. When you went away, a part of me died as well. Sometimes I blame you for everything. That you wanted it to be this way so there will always be something that would bind us. It makes me feel chained. But it doesn't matter. It doesn't. I just want you to know that I'm still here. Waiting.

Happy birthday Mico.

I've been greeting you from afar for five years now. :)

Oh and Chukero wants to greet you as well. I know he misses you although he doesn't mention anything to me. He's been very good and always watching over me. ^_^

*~*~*XOXOXO XXX OOO*~*~*