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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
*~*Shooting Star*~*
"When I look up at the sky
I see all the stars twinkling
They're like the people of this planet,
all emitting different types of light.
I want to stand out in that crowd,
and shine brighter than everyone else.
I close my eyes and swear.
I entrust my dream to a shooting star.
This is the park I always go to.
I can watch the night scenery from the slide.
Since long ago, it has been my own special seat.
Whenever I have any troubles, I always come here.
Ever since that time, I've been chasing my dream.
Even now, it hasn't come true
Maybe this is the end.
What a weak voice I speak in.
There are days when I feel bitter about it.
But then I'll remember
looking for the shooting star in that starry sky
That wish I made when I was small
hasn't changed with the passage of time."
~from Nagareboshi
Have I met my shooting star? Maybe yes. Maybe not. ^_^ Well, not much has changed since my last post. I mean, I'm still stuck with whatever keeps me from not moving forward. Then again, I've decided myself that I should move. It's now or never. ^_^ I'm mostly bothered with my career than anything at the moment. I know I should get started and not waste time. I think I'm ready to try now. My family's doing fine too. We already bought a new house! Yay! A new house! With my own pink room and a toilet and bath. It's situated at the second floor and I'm so excited to move in. Although it won't happen any time soon because a lot of things must get fixed first. Heehee. I'm uber excited! Really. As for the love life. Hahaha! Nothing's changed with the issue except maybe a new inspiration. Haven't known him for a long time and I'm just..err...well, kinda interested. But nothing major yet. Maybe get to know him better sounds good... and right. ^_^ Oh and I want to share something too. I missed Sheila's birthday! And I feel bad. T___T ho-hum. I really can't do anything about the traffic! Ugh... I'm also excited about the things that my sister sent. Teehee!!! Miss yah sis! ^_^ Oooooh what else... Hmmm... That's it for today, I guess. Ciao!!!
"When I look up at the sky
I see all the stars twinkling
They're like the people of this planet,
all emitting different types of light.
I want to stand out in that crowd,
and shine brighter than everyone else.
I close my eyes and swear.
I entrust my dream to a shooting star.
This is the park I always go to.
I can watch the night scenery from the slide.
Since long ago, it has been my own special seat.
Whenever I have any troubles, I always come here.
Ever since that time, I've been chasing my dream.
Even now, it hasn't come true
Maybe this is the end.
What a weak voice I speak in.
There are days when I feel bitter about it.
But then I'll remember
looking for the shooting star in that starry sky
That wish I made when I was small
hasn't changed with the passage of time."
~from Nagareboshi
Have I met my shooting star? Maybe yes. Maybe not. ^_^ Well, not much has changed since my last post. I mean, I'm still stuck with whatever keeps me from not moving forward. Then again, I've decided myself that I should move. It's now or never. ^_^ I'm mostly bothered with my career than anything at the moment. I know I should get started and not waste time. I think I'm ready to try now. My family's doing fine too. We already bought a new house! Yay! A new house! With my own pink room and a toilet and bath. It's situated at the second floor and I'm so excited to move in. Although it won't happen any time soon because a lot of things must get fixed first. Heehee. I'm uber excited! Really. As for the love life. Hahaha! Nothing's changed with the issue except maybe a new inspiration. Haven't known him for a long time and I'm just..err...well, kinda interested. But nothing major yet. Maybe get to know him better sounds good... and right. ^_^ Oh and I want to share something too. I missed Sheila's birthday! And I feel bad. T___T ho-hum. I really can't do anything about the traffic! Ugh... I'm also excited about the things that my sister sent. Teehee!!! Miss yah sis! ^_^ Oooooh what else... Hmmm... That's it for today, I guess. Ciao!!!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
We had our final exams to day in BLS and SFA. ^_^ It wasn't very hard but the questions were really tricky. After the exams, we had our MCI, a role play regarding the actual situation in emergency cases. It was fun although a bit messy. I have asthma so I was included in the victims list together with Em. Awww... imagine putting all gory stuff on you. Lolx. I was a burn victim with a puncture at the back. So they had to carry lying face down. At first, I was really upset because of the rough handling and "uncomfortable touches" from the so-called rescuers. Geez!!! And I had a hard time removing the sticky stuff from my body and my hair. After that, our instructors announced our graduation. And I was given a recognition of some sort by being the highest in BLS or basic life support. Geez, I didn't expect that. Well, they gave me a red cross pin. Cute red cross pin. XD Weeee!!! Another treasure. ^_^ I'm proud of it. I am also thinking of becoming an instructor. They need additional instructors so I might apply together with Em, Rex, Bry and Alex. Awww.... On Monday, I have no training anymore. I'm sure gonna miss them too. ^_^ Even for just a week.. I had fun...
So, for the other news... It's about APC and I feel like it's nonsense to talk about it. All I can say is I've had enough. That's it.
So, for the other news... It's about APC and I feel like it's nonsense to talk about it. All I can say is I've had enough. That's it.
Friday, May 11, 2007
*~*~*Fifth Day Training @ Red Cross*~*~*
So happy that the practical exams were over. I guess I did well on most part of the exam. Hmm.. Just wish it's enough to make me a licensed first aider oh and to allow me to conduct CPR. Tomorrow's our graduation... anyways, I'll continue later... :)
So happy that the practical exams were over. I guess I did well on most part of the exam. Hmm.. Just wish it's enough to make me a licensed first aider oh and to allow me to conduct CPR. Tomorrow's our graduation... anyways, I'll continue later... :)
Thursday, May 10, 2007
*~*~*Fourth Day Training @ Red Cross*~*~*
Weeee!!!! Today is another fun-filled as well as tiring day. Hehehe. I was really nervous about our practical exam early this morning. Geez! Good thing Sir Ken reviewed the techniques and presented it again. That was a relief. I almost thought that I would fail. ^_^ Then again, I enjoyed learning about the different bandaging techniques. Just nice to know. Our exam wasn't really that bad. The individual demonstration was easier than the group. It's hard to communicate with my groupmates. *sweatdrops*... Ho-hum... Wish it didn't affect our grade that much. T_T We made a mistake on our last demo. Anyways, I wouldn't want to think about that now. Hmmmm.. what else?! Oh yeah, we started discussing about Basic Life Support: CPR and Rescue Breathing. We'll be having another practical exam tomorrow. Oh noooo!! I'm not afraid nor nervous with the exam itself (CPR and RB) but.... I'm gonna resuscitate a dummy. T____T What the fudge?!?! Err....my first kiss is a dummy. Yeowch... How terrible. Lolx. Don't want to think of that either.... I really need some sleep. lolx...
I also went to my aunt's house with my mom after the training. Carrying my trusted insights with me *read: heavenly cards*, I told her about the things to come..*sweatdrops* I have nothing against fortune-telling. I can even say that it's a stress reliever. But doing that all the time?!?! Errr... it would rather take a long time before I get used to it. I mean, it really drains your energy. No joke! Sometimes I'm even tired of my card-reading sessions than my actual training in Red Cross. XD Harhar... Maybe I should consider changing lifestyle. Lolx... Just kidding. Anyways, uysing my gift of foresight, has its disadvantages too. My ghost sightings and paranormal experiences start to get more frequent. Noooo!!!! T_T I'm telling you, it's not a pretty sight. It can actually become quite.... distracting. XD hehehe.. Oh well, can't say no to people when they need my counsel. After all, it's not everyday you meet someone willing to tell the future... T_T Too bad, I have nothing to gain with it. Lolx.. Kidding! Gnyt!!! It's hard keeping my eyes open. XD
Weeee!!!! Today is another fun-filled as well as tiring day. Hehehe. I was really nervous about our practical exam early this morning. Geez! Good thing Sir Ken reviewed the techniques and presented it again. That was a relief. I almost thought that I would fail. ^_^ Then again, I enjoyed learning about the different bandaging techniques. Just nice to know. Our exam wasn't really that bad. The individual demonstration was easier than the group. It's hard to communicate with my groupmates. *sweatdrops*... Ho-hum... Wish it didn't affect our grade that much. T_T We made a mistake on our last demo. Anyways, I wouldn't want to think about that now. Hmmmm.. what else?! Oh yeah, we started discussing about Basic Life Support: CPR and Rescue Breathing. We'll be having another practical exam tomorrow. Oh noooo!! I'm not afraid nor nervous with the exam itself (CPR and RB) but.... I'm gonna resuscitate a dummy. T____T What the fudge?!?! Err....my first kiss is a dummy. Yeowch... How terrible. Lolx. Don't want to think of that either.... I really need some sleep. lolx...
I also went to my aunt's house with my mom after the training. Carrying my trusted insights with me *read: heavenly cards*, I told her about the things to come..*sweatdrops* I have nothing against fortune-telling. I can even say that it's a stress reliever. But doing that all the time?!?! Errr... it would rather take a long time before I get used to it. I mean, it really drains your energy. No joke! Sometimes I'm even tired of my card-reading sessions than my actual training in Red Cross. XD Harhar... Maybe I should consider changing lifestyle. Lolx... Just kidding. Anyways, uysing my gift of foresight, has its disadvantages too. My ghost sightings and paranormal experiences start to get more frequent. Noooo!!!! T_T I'm telling you, it's not a pretty sight. It can actually become quite.... distracting. XD hehehe.. Oh well, can't say no to people when they need my counsel. After all, it's not everyday you meet someone willing to tell the future... T_T Too bad, I have nothing to gain with it. Lolx.. Kidding! Gnyt!!! It's hard keeping my eyes open. XD
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
*~*~*Third Day Training @ Red Cross*~*~*
We discussed a lot about Standard First Aid and did a lot of drills. We performed some bandaging technique as well. It was fun to learn these things however.... we'll be having our practical exam tomorrow! Oh yes, you heard it right. Uwaaah. I'm not sure if I can get it all right. Actually, I haven't memorized it all yet. Ho-hum. Helllp!!! X_x... Wish I can pass it all. I really wanted to learn. So I must work hard for it, ne? I know I can do it! Ganbatte ne, Kim-chan! ^_^ Oh, and another thing... I'll be the second trainee to perform. Oh nooooeees!!! XD Anyways, I gotta study now. Ciao! I'll let you know what'll happen in our practical exam. *nervous* Hehehe! Wish either Sir Kenneth or Sir Alain will be the one to give my exam. *smiles*
We discussed a lot about Standard First Aid and did a lot of drills. We performed some bandaging technique as well. It was fun to learn these things however.... we'll be having our practical exam tomorrow! Oh yes, you heard it right. Uwaaah. I'm not sure if I can get it all right. Actually, I haven't memorized it all yet. Ho-hum. Helllp!!! X_x... Wish I can pass it all. I really wanted to learn. So I must work hard for it, ne? I know I can do it! Ganbatte ne, Kim-chan! ^_^ Oh, and another thing... I'll be the second trainee to perform. Oh nooooeees!!! XD Anyways, I gotta study now. Ciao! I'll let you know what'll happen in our practical exam. *nervous* Hehehe! Wish either Sir Kenneth or Sir Alain will be the one to give my exam. *smiles*
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
*~*~*Second Day Training @ Red Cross*~*~*
Wooot!!! We were late awhile ago.. Crap! XD hehehe... We arrived around 8:25am. If we were five more minutes late, we would've been dropped from the training. Lolx. Well, almost. But we weren't warned until today so we're still safe.Besides, the condition only applies if someone is 30 minutes late. ^___^ *defense position* XD
Anyhow, today is a tiring day. We discussed about wounds and burns, had a tarot-reading session with red cross buddies, then headed at the Rizal stadium *near Harrison Plaza/Manila Zoo*?! Actually, the trip to the venue was more tiring than the program itself... *sweatdrops* After which, we went to Gateway and met with Pau, Jo, Kat and Armar! Weee! I sooo missed them. Then another tarot-reading session by request. *sweatdrops again*... Heehee. Total energy vacuum. Hehe. Well, it doesn't bother me that much. I want to practice it anyway. After all, the more you do it, the better you get.Not only in interpretation but also in energy control. I discovered that you can actually control the release of energy. Hah! A useful information. Teeheehee. Atleast I don't get to be an energy vampire again. XD geez. What am I talking about. The heat must've reached my brain. X_x Forget about that energy stuff. I must've made it all up. Harhar. So that's it! Another interesting day.
Wooot!!! We were late awhile ago.. Crap! XD hehehe... We arrived around 8:25am. If we were five more minutes late, we would've been dropped from the training. Lolx. Well, almost. But we weren't warned until today so we're still safe.Besides, the condition only applies if someone is 30 minutes late. ^___^ *defense position* XD
Anyhow, today is a tiring day. We discussed about wounds and burns, had a tarot-reading session with red cross buddies, then headed at the Rizal stadium *near Harrison Plaza/Manila Zoo*?! Actually, the trip to the venue was more tiring than the program itself... *sweatdrops* After which, we went to Gateway and met with Pau, Jo, Kat and Armar! Weee! I sooo missed them. Then another tarot-reading session by request. *sweatdrops again*... Heehee. Total energy vacuum. Hehe. Well, it doesn't bother me that much. I want to practice it anyway. After all, the more you do it, the better you get.Not only in interpretation but also in energy control. I discovered that you can actually control the release of energy. Hah! A useful information. Teeheehee. Atleast I don't get to be an energy vampire again. XD geez. What am I talking about. The heat must've reached my brain. X_x Forget about that energy stuff. I must've made it all up. Harhar. So that's it! Another interesting day.
Monday, May 07, 2007
*~*~*First Day Training @ Red Cross*~*~*
My first day in Red Cross was a blast!!! It was fun and exciting. Well, I might as well tell you what happened. Emzterz and I met @ McDonald's Anonas around 7:30am. Then we headed to the Q.C. Chapter of Phil.National Red Cross. At around 8:15am, the instructor, Sir Kenneth oriented us with the house rules and the things you need to know about Red Cross. Ma'am Joan talked about the history and principles. Then Sir Ken *again* explained First Aid and we immediately hopped on to the skills. This is my favorite part. We were shown the different types of transferring a patient and about emergency rescue. He also tackled things about CPR. Well, it's all basically an overview of our training since it's only our first day. Nevertheless, I had a great time!!! Oh and I've met new friends from FEU like Bryan, Alex and Rex. There are also some professionals *doctors, management graduate etc...* I'm looking forward to our future activities.
Oooh..another great thing! Maan will stay at our home tonight together with Aaron! Weeeeeee!!! Saw her again!!! I am so happy. Ral dropped by our house too! Imagine!!! The three of us met again... even for just a short span of time. It's like...equivalent to years of happiness. Lolx! I really missed US being together like this. Talking non-stop and just.. hanging around. Friends forever Ral and Maan!!! Ho-hum... Such a splendid day... magical.. I feel really really really lucky. ^_______^ Oh how I wish it wouldn't end so soon. But I understand that we can't always be this happy. harhar. So see y'all again tomorrow. Ciao!
My first day in Red Cross was a blast!!! It was fun and exciting. Well, I might as well tell you what happened. Emzterz and I met @ McDonald's Anonas around 7:30am. Then we headed to the Q.C. Chapter of Phil.National Red Cross. At around 8:15am, the instructor, Sir Kenneth oriented us with the house rules and the things you need to know about Red Cross. Ma'am Joan talked about the history and principles. Then Sir Ken *again* explained First Aid and we immediately hopped on to the skills. This is my favorite part. We were shown the different types of transferring a patient and about emergency rescue. He also tackled things about CPR. Well, it's all basically an overview of our training since it's only our first day. Nevertheless, I had a great time!!! Oh and I've met new friends from FEU like Bryan, Alex and Rex. There are also some professionals *doctors, management graduate etc...* I'm looking forward to our future activities.
Oooh..another great thing! Maan will stay at our home tonight together with Aaron! Weeeeeee!!! Saw her again!!! I am so happy. Ral dropped by our house too! Imagine!!! The three of us met again... even for just a short span of time. It's like...equivalent to years of happiness. Lolx! I really missed US being together like this. Talking non-stop and just.. hanging around. Friends forever Ral and Maan!!! Ho-hum... Such a splendid day... magical.. I feel really really really lucky. ^_______^ Oh how I wish it wouldn't end so soon. But I understand that we can't always be this happy. harhar. So see y'all again tomorrow. Ciao!
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Issue #1: APC
I quit! Yes. Well, I did just that few days ago. And yes, I was clear-headed and calm when I did that. It wasn't just a spur of emotional anger or an irrational idea. I thought about it before and the consequences it might induce. I expected a lot of comments and the angry remarks I might encounter. I know that most of the members wouldn't agree with my decisions and my views. I can't blame them. Well, truth of it all is that I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of hearing this side and that side. I'm tired of balancing things out. I'm tired of trying to please everyone and tired of the banters they make. For once, I want to listen to myself. It was hard leaving something you treasured and fought for... for a long time! Imagine all my sacrifices.. too bad it had been a waste. A waste of time and effort. I felt really useless. After all, they weren't listening to me anyhow. So what's the use of sticking to something if it doesn't make you happy? SO finally, I'm breaking the chains. I've had enough. But I am not saying that I am closing the door to the friends I've gained in this group. They will always be special.. Siyempre katulad ko silang special child. Haay. And I do think about them once in a while. Anyways, I wouldn't take back everything I've said. I've already decided and I won't change my mind. I hope they would understand.
Issue #2: Red Cross
I've always been sure of what I want. But I do have problems on how to get it. And now that I already have a definite plan, everything comes crumbling down again. Ho-hum. I wish a miracle would happen. I want to be a Red Cross volunteer. After that, I'd apply in a nearby hospital *E.R. Area* Weee... Hope everything goes well.
Issue #3: Quicksilver
Just when I thought that he's absolutely out of my life. Lolx. Here we go again. Sometimes, I just want to let go. But fate always finds a way. Arrrgh!!! My mind says it's silly and just a part of the past but my heart says otherwise. I know I must hold back. After all, it's what I'm good at. I'm trying my best to forget you. We both know I should let go... It would be nice if you'd let me try. Arrrgh!!
"I hate forcing myself to let go of one person that I need in my life. It's the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, it's the same thing that complicates me. I know that I'm better off without that person, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go."
Uzumaki-kun: One grows distant from another not because of hatred, not because of indifference but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer. A recognition of the tendency to fall deeply and consequently drowned in a quicksand of irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion but the overwhelming presence of it. =_=
Arrgh!!! I'm so dead... XD
I quit! Yes. Well, I did just that few days ago. And yes, I was clear-headed and calm when I did that. It wasn't just a spur of emotional anger or an irrational idea. I thought about it before and the consequences it might induce. I expected a lot of comments and the angry remarks I might encounter. I know that most of the members wouldn't agree with my decisions and my views. I can't blame them. Well, truth of it all is that I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of hearing this side and that side. I'm tired of balancing things out. I'm tired of trying to please everyone and tired of the banters they make. For once, I want to listen to myself. It was hard leaving something you treasured and fought for... for a long time! Imagine all my sacrifices.. too bad it had been a waste. A waste of time and effort. I felt really useless. After all, they weren't listening to me anyhow. So what's the use of sticking to something if it doesn't make you happy? SO finally, I'm breaking the chains. I've had enough. But I am not saying that I am closing the door to the friends I've gained in this group. They will always be special.. Siyempre katulad ko silang special child. Haay. And I do think about them once in a while. Anyways, I wouldn't take back everything I've said. I've already decided and I won't change my mind. I hope they would understand.
Issue #2: Red Cross
I've always been sure of what I want. But I do have problems on how to get it. And now that I already have a definite plan, everything comes crumbling down again. Ho-hum. I wish a miracle would happen. I want to be a Red Cross volunteer. After that, I'd apply in a nearby hospital *E.R. Area* Weee... Hope everything goes well.
Issue #3: Quicksilver
Just when I thought that he's absolutely out of my life. Lolx. Here we go again. Sometimes, I just want to let go. But fate always finds a way. Arrrgh!!! My mind says it's silly and just a part of the past but my heart says otherwise. I know I must hold back. After all, it's what I'm good at. I'm trying my best to forget you. We both know I should let go... It would be nice if you'd let me try. Arrrgh!!
"I hate forcing myself to let go of one person that I need in my life. It's the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, it's the same thing that complicates me. I know that I'm better off without that person, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go."
Uzumaki-kun: One grows distant from another not because of hatred, not because of indifference but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer. A recognition of the tendency to fall deeply and consequently drowned in a quicksand of irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion but the overwhelming presence of it. =_=
Arrgh!!! I'm so dead... XD