.::Welcome::.

Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.

.::The Shroom::.

~Kim

~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com

.::My Adores::.

~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen

.::Detests::.

~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty

.::Wishlist::.

~to be part of her prince's world
~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
~to be able to join a cosplay
~to dye my hair blue
~to collect Ouran High Manga

.::Memory Lane::.

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.::Dewdrops::.

Legion Of Gaea
APC
Blessed Devil
Prince Yoeru
Knight Angelo
Prince Akabane
Prince Mamaru
Prince Kira Yamato
Destiny Waltz
Lord Knight Kiba
Lady Maxienne
Princess Pristine
Princess Lilai
Valley of Angels
Otaku Corner
Divine Castle
Princess Raissa
Satoshi Kagemaro
Blogtimizer
Lone Red Wolf
Neon Spring's Gallery

.::Dreamdrops::.

Games:
~Luna Mobile (server 22)
~Ikemen Sengoku (hiyori) ~Dragon Nest Mobile (Ava)
Webtoons:
~I Love Yoo
~UnOrdinary

.::Snowdrops::.

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.::Mellow::.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Prioritization

I know I should get moving with my life now. I know I should know what my plans are. I don't want to be left out. I should be able to sort this out by myself. No more fantasy. I got to wake up in reality. Help me. Help me... help myself.

First, I have to identify my initial step. I need to process my license. Heh. I've already passed right? Why waste more time?

Next, I have to think about my next options.
1. Apply and take the NCLEX exam.
2. Pursue a Masteral Degree.
3. Find a job in a hospital to gain experience.

Whichever way I take, all of it will end up the same. International Market.

1. California
2. Malaysia
3. Japan
4. England

It's time to grow up. ^_^

Ava stood out at 6:35 AM



Maybe I ought to tell you how it started. My hunt for the so-called "Jack of Hearts" began with a simple fortune-telling session. I was asked to pull out 13 cards from a stack of 52. I was not a firm believer of fortune-telling but I do believe in fate/destiny. Reluctantly, I picked 13. She placed the cards in a certain order and interpreted it. I was told that I would be on a trip *within a month, I left for Malaysia*. I would be lucky this year and my career would sail smoothly. So far, everything seems to be okay, I thought. Then he appeared. Jack of Hearts. She said I would meet a promising youth with a likeable character *even joked that he might be princely in some ways*. Someone I would likely fall in love with. Then again, I would have to exert effort to make it happen. Heh. Tough luck. I'm in no mood for a new romance now, I grimaced. So weeks passed by, I dropped by the place again with some of my friends who wanted their fortunes to be told. It was there that he appeared again. I started to wonder who might this mystery guy be. Serene laid out a couple of options.

Option 1: Wired Up
He's nice and I've known him for a long time. Trustworthy and dependable, I would like to think that he may be the one. However, there are some factors which makes it a little less perfect. *wink wink*
score: 2 aces + Knave of Hearts

Option 2: Quick Silver
I've been in love *or fancy myself being in love* with this guy for years now. There are times when I just want to forget about him. But he seems to appear out of nowhere, forcing his way into my world. With determination, I can say I'm over the feeling. It wasn't as intense as before and I can safely say that it's purely platonic now.
score: 2 aces + The Lovers + The Empress

Option 3: Sub Zero
I thought that he was someone different. He changed and though it pains me sometimes, I must admit I don't know him anymore. Well, I can assure myself that he's out of MY list.
score: The Troll + The Hermit

Option 4: Biker Cutie
Now here's someone who may be my jack of hearts *or so I hope*. He's cute, smart and always smiling. He's simple and easy to get along with. I know I've seen him in my dreams even before we met *seriously*. I still don't know a lot about him so I guess it may be a good time to start now. *grins*
score: 2 aces + The Chariot + The Sun

Option 5: Elegant Star
He's the perfect one who got away. Well, almost perfect. He's always there when I need him and he never fails to make me smile. He was always the first one to believe in me. He taught me how to dream and how to make that dream a reality. He once said to me that we may be destined. If so, I'll patiently wait.
score: lots of diamonds + The Naiad

Option 6: School Mate
He always has this silly grin which I love to look at. He reminds me how wonderful life is sometimes. We seldom talk though. Still, he smiles at me whenever our eyes meet.
score:

Silly me. Still believing in fairytales and fortune-telling. Hmmm... Then again, it won't do any harm. Whoever this Jack of Hearts may be, I know I'll love him for who he is 'coz I'm sure he would love me for who I am.

Ava stood out at 6:18 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Haven't been here in a while and I really have lots to tell. Heck. Whatever. Anyways, I'm gonna start with my very first day in Malaysia since my last post was about my agitation in going here.

*~*~*News*~*~* -=JANUARY 17, 2007=-

~I passed the licensure exam!!! Weee... I am so glad!!!

~Today is my first full day in Malaysia. Just dropped by an internet cafe to check DA! ^_^ I simply love the palm tress. It's well taken cared of I must say. I'm at the mall today just beside the twin towers. Heehee. Maybe I get to tour the place on my own in the next few days.

~Bleach cosplay with my friends in the Philippines is still in progress. ^_^

~I'm already working on my DA-related stuff... Geez.

*~*~*News*~*~* -=FIRST WEEK OF FEBRUARY=-

Woohoo. I get to finish a lot of my drawings 'cause I haven't got much to do here. ^_^ Today, I found a haven of manga/comics sold in very low prices. Well, compared to the Philippines wherein I spend 500-600 (in peso) per manga, here I can purchase it for only 200-250 (in peso). That's for the japanese version. For the english version, it's only 65-130 (in peso again). Imagine! I could save a lot really. And so... I purchased an Ouran High School Host Club animation fanbook, Vol.5-9 of Ouran (in japanese), 4 volumes of Shojo Beat and Lala Magazine, HANAYUME mag, 2 volumes of BETSUFURE. >.< Errr... by the way, the name of the store's Kinokuniya. I have a feeling that I'll be spending my days in seclusion after my mom finds out. Lolx... hopefully she won't. *sweatdrops* ^_^

Oh I'm finished with my deviant buddies art. I like it. It features most, if not all of my friends in the watchlist. ^_^

~I'm already working on my DA-related stuff... Geez.

~Lastly, my to-do list: (deviantart-related)
1. Divine Castle Character sketches (finished)
2. Da buddies animated-style (finished)
3. Contest Entry for Kuramalovers.

Better get going... I'll update soon... ^_^

Ava stood out at 9:45 PM

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