Here I go again. Realizing my own mistakes. Lolx. Regarding my previous post, I was just pissed off last night and I missed him which made me write that message. I've always tried to laugh everything out just to ease the tension. Humor seems to be my defense mechanism I guess. ^_^ Hmm... Diversional tactic needed and I'll be just fine.

*~*~*Dream Vacation*~*~*
Everyone has his own idea of a dream holiday. Whether it involves azure skies, blue seas, panoramic views of the mountainside, or lush green pastures, planning a holiday to remember requires, first and foremost, foresight.

I'd rather spend my leisure time in cold mountains *hey! I don't mean Mt. Everest! Lolx* coz I just want to look at the relaxing view just like old times in Baguio. Okay, speaking of holidays, we were planning to spend our Christmas in Malaysia with my dad. I am so excited. After the board exam *yes, I am planning to take it this December*, I'd be leaving for Germany so I could spend time with my sister there. Double the excitement! I just can't wait. It could be the major change I'd been hoping for. ^_^Oh well, before thinking about that, I must concentrate first with my responsibilities in school. :) Yatta~ *That sure made me go hyper*

*~*~*Maturity: Superficial or Not*~*~*
I was often treated as the "baby" of the group. I was given special attention as well as consideration that I, myself, often forget that I am a grown-up now. Not because I look young *yes, that's a compliment for myself. lolx*, I am not responsible enough. I may act, think and look childish but that doesn't mean I am not ready to live in the real world. Maybe you're missing something here. I admit that I am idealistic but I am not devoid of the hardships that reality brings. I am just a natural born positive thinker and I don't see anything wrong with that. I may fail acting and looking like a grown-up just because of the way I dress and/or move but I am definitely mature when it comes to decision-making. Don't let appearances mislead you. Who knows, one day you may see me and won't recognize me at all. :)