.::Welcome::.

Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.

.::The Shroom::.

~Kim

~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com

.::My Adores::.

~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen

.::Detests::.

~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty

.::Wishlist::.

~to be part of her prince's world
~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
~to be able to join a cosplay
~to dye my hair blue
~to collect Ouran High Manga

.::Memory Lane::.

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.::Dewdrops::.

Legion Of Gaea
APC
Blessed Devil
Prince Yoeru
Knight Angelo
Prince Akabane
Prince Mamaru
Prince Kira Yamato
Destiny Waltz
Lord Knight Kiba
Lady Maxienne
Princess Pristine
Princess Lilai
Valley of Angels
Otaku Corner
Divine Castle
Princess Raissa
Satoshi Kagemaro
Blogtimizer
Lone Red Wolf
Neon Spring's Gallery

.::Dreamdrops::.

Games:
~Luna Mobile (server 22)
~Ikemen Sengoku (hiyori) ~Dragon Nest Mobile (Ava)
Webtoons:
~I Love Yoo
~UnOrdinary

.::Snowdrops::.

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.::Mellow::.

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

She was the chosen one. It was her destiny to go in his world, save it from darkness and bring light to the land. It was written in the stars. No one can defy, not even her own will. This is her story, thus it will be told in her own words, in her own thoughts.

*~~People~~*

The Warrior.

He was everything she ever wished for. He was loyal, honest and brave but most of all, he loved her more than anyone else. He would do anything for her. Die for her and save her from anyone or anything who would try to hurt her. He wouldn't allow her to be in any kind of danger. He was protective. He was responsible. He was her prince charming, brighter than any knight in shining armor. He was real.

The Emperor.

He loved her too. He would do anything for her just the same. He was willing to turn his back on pride, money, country and future to be with her. He was a martyr. He was enduring the pain everytime he see them together but he chose to remain silent. He was willing to suffer just to see her smile. Her happiness is more important than his own.

The Confidante.

She was tough. She went through lots of hardships yet she still sees the world in a different light. She was stubborn yet she was always there for the chosen one. She promised not to leave her. To stay with her and fulfill their dreams. She was the only one capable of knowing the chosen one. In a world of lies, she was the truth.

The Clown.

He makes things easier. He lighten things up whenever it seems dark and gloomy. His thoughts may sometimes be twisted in an uncanny way... but it does makes sense. He was always listening. Making laughter an essential part of a journey. That the journey is worthwhile in the company of friends.

*~~Event~~*

Meeting.

It was just an ordinary day. I was doing my stuff and you're doing yours. We had our own matters to attend to and we're living like we don't care about anything else at all. Then it happened. Our paths crossed, our roads met. When I caught sight of you, I know deep in my heart that it was destined to happen. I know somehow I've met you before.

Friendship.

Then it started. Friendship blossomed in an instant. I never knew we'd get along. We were opposites. There are times when an innocent question turns into a friendly debate then into a petty quarrel and ends in a just conclusion. That was how it's always been. We understand each other. Perhaps we belong to the same wavelength and yet we aren't aware of it. I admire your silent company and in turn, you're awed by how much of a courageous leader I am. We complement each other.

Trust.

In the years we've spent together, you get the chance to know me inside and out. Mostly, we share secrets that we would never allow anyone else to know about. Not even our greatest fears would bend our will. We were the halves of a whole. That together, we are one. Inseparable in any means.

Destiny.

Even apart, I know the times we shared would never leave our thoughts. That we would always think of it from time to time. That sometimes we need to cry and shout it out so as not to keep it all in our hearts to serve as a burden. Even without words and communication, we could clearly tell that we yearned each other's company. Somehow, I'd like to bring it all back though it's close to impossible now. We cannot turn back the hands of time to take back the words that comes out of our lips, the actions done, the decisions made. Still the friendship remains. Sleeping deep in our hearts and patiently waiting for the right time to wake up. It's a nice thought to hold on to.


A/N: I know I promised I'd write about Kyou Kara Maou in this entry but I'm afraid I'd have to skip that for a while. I can't stop myself from writing the entry above probably because I saw them again. Oh, the title, comes from the music I have right now in my blog.

Ava stood out at 6:44 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Ho-hum.. It's raining again. *sigh* Not that I dislike rainy days... I like it when it's raining but not this hard. It probably wants to infiltrate our house. Lolx. Hmm... I can't find much to do so I'm stuck with either hitting the net or playing Dynasty Warriors 4. I went with the latter. I was practically hooked up again with the head-smashing, bone-crushing, bloody battle between... well... freedom, justice and kingdoms. Heehee.. But I don't really care much 'bout that. I just want to see Zhao Yun and Lu Xun again. *giggles* Hmm... Oh enough of that. I was looking at my entries these past few days and it made me feel empty. It seems that I wasn't writing about anything that has substance. A matter of importance or worth reading. I know writing's one of my passions and it's also a way to release stress and everything. Maybe I haven't had any real inspiration which keeps me from writing good articles. I should start contemplating again. Heehee... and maybe my flair in writing would be back again. Lolx. When I come back, my first entry would be about Kyou Kara Maou. *Oh okay, I know I've been writing a great deal about them..." Sheesh... I'll really think about what to write. Hahaha! Don't expect angsty ones though. :)

Ava stood out at 12:28 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Congratz sa mga nakapasa!!! ^_^ Ang galing nio!!! Heehee!

Ava stood out at 9:37 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

So it's already final. My duty buddy won't enroll this semester. Her supposed-to-be last semester. I can't help but feel bad for her. I am so sad right now that I can't stop myself from getting teary-eyed. I miss her so much. Last I saw her was when I got sick during our duty. She was her usual self: happy-go-lucky. I never thought that it would be the last time I'd get to be with her on duty. After that, she didn't attend our lecture class and minor classes anymore. The week after, she even missed our duty which was quite important. T_T She was my buddy for a year or so now. We had our share of wacky and gloomy moments. Gosh! I really miss her. Now, I won't have a partner in major and minor cases as well as DR cases. But that's not what bothers me. It's the time I'm supposed to be spending with her... that's what makes me so sad. I know she has financial problems since summer but... can't they find a way to solve the problem? It would, after all, be her last semester! Can't her family do something about it?! Why won't they borrow from someone, promise to pay it back and swallow their pride just this one time?! Why did she agree to make that sacrifice? I know it's selfish of me to think this way but... if only I can do something to help, I would. I really would. If I have the money, I'd lend it to her. I wish I was able to do something for my buddy. Oh Mae... don't give up! ... ... ...

Ava stood out at 6:41 AM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Teehee... Blogging is so addictive. I can't let a week pass without checking my bloggie. Anyways, I've been putting much thought about what keeps me going on.. or keeping my sanity in check rather. I mean, there are so many duties and responsibilities that having a total burnout is possible. Hmm... spending time with my friends is one. ^_^ Lately, I've been addicted to singing. After school, Em, Pau, Pam and I stop by the mall just to eat and sing in Music Zone. Wooohoo... I've basically memorized my fave songs because of that. Hmm.. Now, I'm into classic songs *read: old*. Haha... oh and Japanese songs! I've always belonged to the "soprano" section in Music class so reaching high notes isn't a problem. In fact, I enjoy songs with high notes. I've been hanging out with the "Jellybeans" group these past few weeks and it's causing quite a commotion with my other friends. You see, my duty group is jealous of the jellybeans group. *lolx... name makes me laugh* My duty group feels that our group (group25) is exclusive. That Em and I "should" hang out with them "alone" and we aren't allowed to hang out with anyone else. Well, that didn't stop us *Em and I* from joining others. Whew... why can't they go along with the jellybeans group. X_x *name still makes me laugh XD*

Ava stood out at 5:28 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Today is my Uchiha Sasuke's Bdae. ^_^ Well, it seems that it's a very lucky day indeed. Our group's case presentation was cancelled. Good thing coz we haven't started anything yet. T_T Really lucky. Well, anyways, I don't have much to say today. Mmm.. tomorrow we'll be having our review again. I am so excited. Everything's pretty okay although there's one thing bad. Just one thing... But I wouldn't say that today. Not now... T_T See yah!!!

Ava stood out at 6:37 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

Grrr.... First my pc's down so I need to go out just to post something in my blog and now I CAN'T EVEN ACCESS my own blog. WTF?!?! Geez. *takes a deep breath* There. I'm okay now. *whew* For starters, we already began our review classes. It was so cool! Our lecturer isn't bad. Hnn... for the bad news, our retreat was temporarily on hold. Bummer! I thought everything's goin' well until that rotten section ruined it. So much for hoping it could work out. Ne... *calms down again* What else... Oh my dad's here. He'll be spending 25 days with us. Lolx. ^_^ Cool eh? Well, anyways, I just dropped by to update my bloggie. I have lots of things in mind yet I can't type 'em down. Probably tomorrow will be a nice day to go blogging again...

Ava stood out at 3:23 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Ohmigod!!! I am so inlove with Kyou Kara Maou! I like everything about it. Today, I started to do marathon KKM episodes. ^_^ Although it is in pure japanese, I don't really mind. I do understand most of it so language difference is not really a problem. Ho-hum. Maybe I'd dream of it tonight. Anyways, awhile ago in school, R³ sat beside me for awhile. Hmmm.... *smiles* whatever. I don't want to assume anything. RV called my name too. Hmmm... I am so happy. Atleast now he knows who I am. *sigh* I like the BGM of KKM. It's so lovely. I hope I can find it somewhere so I can use it for my blog. *starts searching* Ja ne!

Ava stood out at 3:54 AM

Monday, July 03, 2006


Whew! This day was totally exciting. I was almost late *again* for my NCM 205 class. Heehee. As usual, the teacher wasn't there yet. Guess I wouldn't be lucky next time so better wake up early Maxie. Well, anyways, I had my hair cut short *again*. ^_^ I am so tired of wearing hairnet and fixing my hair that's why I decided to end it right away. Haha. Oh and awhile ago, I saw ­R³. I talked to him and he smiled. Well, it's the first time he smiled at me while talking casually and not related with school and stuff. We don't get to speak often unless it's related to our job but today was something else. It was new and refreshing. I hope it happens again. *sigh* Hmm... what else. Oh there, I almost skipped my Health Econ class because it's so boring. Then again, I decided to attend it anyways. We had our recitation and I had no problem with it. :) Tomorrow we'll be having our seminar and I'm assigned with the registration and stuff... Oh! It's hard being an officer. T_T Nevertheless, I won't get discouraged. Ikusou!!!

Ava stood out at 6:30 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Ugh.. yes, I also thought I was immune to illness. Bwahahahaha! That proves that I am still a normal person. I am not a raving lunatic as most have suspected. Mwuahahaha! Because I do get sick and I am right now. Lolx. It seems that I was stressed these past few days which caused a little disruption in my health status. But no major thing. Imagine, I still managed to attend my duty even when I'm burning hot, literally. Then again, the instructor sent me home. She probably thought I might cause more harm than good to my patient. Lolx. Which is quite true. Anyways, after days of trying to fix this *#%&*%&# computer, I finally succeeded. However... my files *all of them* were lost in space. Gyaaaah!!!! My furuba collection and the rest of my cyber life got transported to the graveyard of the bytes and pixels... Oh!!! The agony!!! T_T Hmm.. but I can't do anything about it now, can I? I might as well go on and forget it. This is terrible.. I feel sick again... *goes out to get the barf bag* X_x

Ava stood out at 6:16 AM

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