Never was I touched by any other word, until she had said it. She was a pure innocent soul. A touch of fire warm enough to melt my frozen heart. Then I remember, what happens when the snow melts? ... ... ... It becomes spring. With that on my mind... a slow, sad smile formed in my lips. I didn't give a damn on what anyone else would think. Until I knew what she was thinking. She was sad at the sudden change. Shocked as I am when I was betrayed. Then I thought that maybe... maybe I did betray this lil angel too. Maybe I did the same thing that was done to me. How foolish. Yes, shame on me. Heh. So I told her this:

"I just want to share that people undergo a process when they've been hurt.
Denial -> Anger -> Bargaining -> Depression -> Accpetance.
People have different tolerance rates. Some may handle gigantic problems and can still smile about it while some may have experienced slight pain and would be depressed already. They may act and think inappropriately today but it wouldn't go on forever. Depending on their coping skills, the wounds will surely heal. Humor is a defensive mechanism but it doesn't work for everyone dearie. Time heals what reason cannot. You can symphatize with them but don't get too affected for soon you'll be one of them too. And you wouldn't want that. But not everything is drama."

I explained to her what happened to me.

I admit that it took time for me to realize that I still have a life. The world won't wait for me to get to my senses. I had always been sensible. I shouldn't stop being sensible.

I still have atleast one person caring for me genuinely. :) Atleast I think so. I still get lonely sometimes when I think of it. But I have accepted it already. I may have lost my dreams but I haven't lost my hope in building a new one.

She was certainly my favorite. She was like no one else. Though I haven't been with her personally, I can see a tough lil soul struggling. I want to be there for her so this lil fire will continue to bring light to others like what she had done to me.


Thanx for being a sweet lil angel. Continue caring for your friends.