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Welcome to Shroom Side. Finding solace among nature on a cold rainy day.
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~Kim
~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
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.::My Adores::.
~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen
.::Detests::.
~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty
.::Wishlist::.
~to be part of her prince's world~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
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~to collect Ouran High Manga
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Monday, May 29, 2006
~*~*~*Updates*~*~*
For the updates, I changed my BGM to "Sorrow and Sadness (piano version)" taken from Naruto. I also removed the Naruto characters in my piccies section and replaced them with Furuba characters. Well, I also removed my bloggie pic and changed it to Tohru with "alone" written in the avatar. Hmm.. what else, I changed my alert messages and footnote too. There... that sums it up. Whew... ciao...
For the updates, I changed my BGM to "Sorrow and Sadness (piano version)" taken from Naruto. I also removed the Naruto characters in my piccies section and replaced them with Furuba characters. Well, I also removed my bloggie pic and changed it to Tohru with "alone" written in the avatar. Hmm.. what else, I changed my alert messages and footnote too. There... that sums it up. Whew... ciao...
*~*~*Reflections*~*~*
I've been awake all night thinking of that. Again. I didn't even read everything written on that blog coz the more I read, the more I realize that I know nothing about her. Nothing. She seems so distant that I can't recognize her anymore. And so it goes, like summer into fall... I'm trying to divert my attention to other things but I'm having a hard time doing that. Geez, I'm trying to answer NCLEX questions. Maybe it's really the time to let go of certain things in the past. I know I should've done this sooner. Maybe I presume too much. I already talked to Ryzhen about it. She called me up, probably sensing my negative chakra. Amazing huh? She said that nothing has changed on her side. Comforting thought... heh. She probably means what she said. I wish I could let myself believe once again. I wish. I miss her. I miss the old times. But I have to accept the fact that things aren't the way they used to be... That the only permanent thing in the world is change. It's just too bad that even friendship changes. Maybe it's true that they had moved on. I guess I should do too. You know, I've never felt THIS lonely and empty before. I thought that what happened between us before would never happen again. But it did. ANd for the second time, you betrayed my trust. How can I bring myself to trust you again? Only to be broken once again? Tell me. All the while, I thought you're busy with school and stuff. Maybe you were, partly. Heh. But eventhough you were, I always try to reach out and adjust. You practically know everyone I do. Even my classmates, groupmates, profs... everyone. While I know none of yours. None. I might as well be an imaginary friend.
If anyone asks me "how are you?", "are you okay?", "everything fine?"... well, the answer is definitely "NO." I'm not. I may hide in smiles and sunshine but deep inside, I am not happy. I am masking the most hurting heart. I've been always good at it. But even my mask betrays what I truly feel. So much for the promise we made. Maybe I should reconsider having my own life as well. Ryzhen asked me about what I wanted to do after I graduate. Funny. I don't know what to say. It would've been an easy question if she had asked that earlier. I would've mentioned the promise. A silent tear was my only reply. Good, because she was too elated to notice. I had done everything for you guys. Everything. I don't expect you to do the same. But I certainly do not want betrayal either. It seems that everything I had done was for no good at all. And now I feel like it was useless and full of empty promises. Maybe it's true that in this world, you only have yourself to rely on. Everything and everyone passes you by. That even friends, in the end, would leave you behind. You just did. So now, I chose to be distant to anyone. Again, I close myself to my own secluded world. We can be friends, we can be close... but we can never be the same again...
I've been awake all night thinking of that. Again. I didn't even read everything written on that blog coz the more I read, the more I realize that I know nothing about her. Nothing. She seems so distant that I can't recognize her anymore. And so it goes, like summer into fall... I'm trying to divert my attention to other things but I'm having a hard time doing that. Geez, I'm trying to answer NCLEX questions. Maybe it's really the time to let go of certain things in the past. I know I should've done this sooner. Maybe I presume too much. I already talked to Ryzhen about it. She called me up, probably sensing my negative chakra. Amazing huh? She said that nothing has changed on her side. Comforting thought... heh. She probably means what she said. I wish I could let myself believe once again. I wish. I miss her. I miss the old times. But I have to accept the fact that things aren't the way they used to be... That the only permanent thing in the world is change. It's just too bad that even friendship changes. Maybe it's true that they had moved on. I guess I should do too. You know, I've never felt THIS lonely and empty before. I thought that what happened between us before would never happen again. But it did. ANd for the second time, you betrayed my trust. How can I bring myself to trust you again? Only to be broken once again? Tell me. All the while, I thought you're busy with school and stuff. Maybe you were, partly. Heh. But eventhough you were, I always try to reach out and adjust. You practically know everyone I do. Even my classmates, groupmates, profs... everyone. While I know none of yours. None. I might as well be an imaginary friend.
If anyone asks me "how are you?", "are you okay?", "everything fine?"... well, the answer is definitely "NO." I'm not. I may hide in smiles and sunshine but deep inside, I am not happy. I am masking the most hurting heart. I've been always good at it. But even my mask betrays what I truly feel. So much for the promise we made. Maybe I should reconsider having my own life as well. Ryzhen asked me about what I wanted to do after I graduate. Funny. I don't know what to say. It would've been an easy question if she had asked that earlier. I would've mentioned the promise. A silent tear was my only reply. Good, because she was too elated to notice. I had done everything for you guys. Everything. I don't expect you to do the same. But I certainly do not want betrayal either. It seems that everything I had done was for no good at all. And now I feel like it was useless and full of empty promises. Maybe it's true that in this world, you only have yourself to rely on. Everything and everyone passes you by. That even friends, in the end, would leave you behind. You just did. So now, I chose to be distant to anyone. Again, I close myself to my own secluded world. We can be friends, we can be close... but we can never be the same again...
Sunday, May 28, 2006
*~*~*Shinobi Way*~*~*
"Shinobi saying #25: No matter what situation, a shinobi must keep emotions on the inside. You must make the mission your top priority, and you must possess a heart that never shows tears..."
Ho-hum. Should it really be that way? Do we always have to keep our emotions bottled up inside?
I know I shouldn't let everything I've read affect me that much. After all, it's all in the past. Why worry now? Truth is, I'm not mad because she didn't accompany me to the things I'm involved in. Then again, did she have to lie to me? How many times had she done that before?
Siguro yun lang yung masakit. Alam ko naman na hindi sila nago-open sakin eh. Tinanggap ko naman yun diba? Wala naman akong sinabi or nireklamo about that. Ok lang sa akin as long as they are comfortable with it. Kahit wala akong gaanong naririnig mula sa kanila, does that mean they have to leave me behind? Malalaman ko na lang na lagi silang nag-uusap. Sila. Paano ako? Siguro iba na nga ang priorities namin. Marahil hindi ko lang namalayan kasi nga hindi na kami nagkakasama. Naramdaman ko naman eh. Siyempre, hindi ko lang pinansin. Kasi alam ko masasaktan ako. Heh. Ayun lang. Nakakalungkot. Lahat naman sinasabi ko sa kanya. Somehow, I always try my best to keep in touch with her. I am always like that to people I care about. So they'll know na hindi ko sila nakakalimutan. I've been doing that since God-knows-when and ngaun narealize ko.. Just now... was there a time na they've done that to me? Ni minsan ba hinanap nila ko? Heh. Kasi lagi na lang ako. Not that I'm ranting about it. It pains me lang kasi ganun yung situation. Masakit pala. Lalo na kung naging totoo ka sa kanila. At never kang nagtago ng kahit ano o nagsinungaling and make up something for an excuse. Sana sinabi na lang niya na meron siyang ibang lakad. Hindi yung gagawa ka pa ng ibang dahilan. Kasi pag nalaman mo yung totoo, nakakasira ng tiwala. Kanina lang iniisip kong bisitahin ka o sorpresahin man lang. Tapos malalaman ko na ang dami mo palang tinatago sakin. It makes me feel like ibang tao ako sayo. Kahit gaano ako ka-busy, basta pagdating ko sa mga kaibigan ko, mas uunahin ko pa yun. At alam kong you are aware of that fact. I've always put our friendship in my top priorities. Parang pakiramdam ko na hindi mo man lang naisip yung mga efforts ko. Sabagay, mas involved ka sa ibang tao and I understand that. Parang pakiramdam ko, for the second time you took me for granted. At napapagod na rin ako. I could do everything for you and Maan, pero naisip ko... sana nagtira rin ako para sa sarili ko.
Dapat ko na rin sigurong kabisaduhin ang Shinobi saying #25.
"No matter what situation, a shinobi must keep emotions on the inside."
"Shinobi saying #25: No matter what situation, a shinobi must keep emotions on the inside. You must make the mission your top priority, and you must possess a heart that never shows tears..."
Ho-hum. Should it really be that way? Do we always have to keep our emotions bottled up inside?
I know I shouldn't let everything I've read affect me that much. After all, it's all in the past. Why worry now? Truth is, I'm not mad because she didn't accompany me to the things I'm involved in. Then again, did she have to lie to me? How many times had she done that before?
Siguro yun lang yung masakit. Alam ko naman na hindi sila nago-open sakin eh. Tinanggap ko naman yun diba? Wala naman akong sinabi or nireklamo about that. Ok lang sa akin as long as they are comfortable with it. Kahit wala akong gaanong naririnig mula sa kanila, does that mean they have to leave me behind? Malalaman ko na lang na lagi silang nag-uusap. Sila. Paano ako? Siguro iba na nga ang priorities namin. Marahil hindi ko lang namalayan kasi nga hindi na kami nagkakasama. Naramdaman ko naman eh. Siyempre, hindi ko lang pinansin. Kasi alam ko masasaktan ako. Heh. Ayun lang. Nakakalungkot. Lahat naman sinasabi ko sa kanya. Somehow, I always try my best to keep in touch with her. I am always like that to people I care about. So they'll know na hindi ko sila nakakalimutan. I've been doing that since God-knows-when and ngaun narealize ko.. Just now... was there a time na they've done that to me? Ni minsan ba hinanap nila ko? Heh. Kasi lagi na lang ako. Not that I'm ranting about it. It pains me lang kasi ganun yung situation. Masakit pala. Lalo na kung naging totoo ka sa kanila. At never kang nagtago ng kahit ano o nagsinungaling and make up something for an excuse. Sana sinabi na lang niya na meron siyang ibang lakad. Hindi yung gagawa ka pa ng ibang dahilan. Kasi pag nalaman mo yung totoo, nakakasira ng tiwala. Kanina lang iniisip kong bisitahin ka o sorpresahin man lang. Tapos malalaman ko na ang dami mo palang tinatago sakin. It makes me feel like ibang tao ako sayo. Kahit gaano ako ka-busy, basta pagdating ko sa mga kaibigan ko, mas uunahin ko pa yun. At alam kong you are aware of that fact. I've always put our friendship in my top priorities. Parang pakiramdam ko na hindi mo man lang naisip yung mga efforts ko. Sabagay, mas involved ka sa ibang tao and I understand that. Parang pakiramdam ko, for the second time you took me for granted. At napapagod na rin ako. I could do everything for you and Maan, pero naisip ko... sana nagtira rin ako para sa sarili ko.
Dapat ko na rin sigurong kabisaduhin ang Shinobi saying #25.
"No matter what situation, a shinobi must keep emotions on the inside."
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
*~*~*I am a Romantic-Realist*~*~*
Tonight, we discussed about Romanticism and Realism in our Humanities class. Maybe if I was born in that period, I'd be one of the few who would promulgate the idea. :)It's not bad being a romantic. Romantic people are attached to the beauty of nature and the vividness of imagination. I so love that. As I've always described myself, I am a dreamer. I am a free-spirit longing for adventure and a lover of beauty and wisdom. Geez, what a description. Heehee. But I am not just a romantic. I am also a realist. Not being controlled by emotions alone, I can always trust my decisions fairly well. I am proud of that. ^_^ I know that somehow, I'm usually locked in my own world and prefer to see things I only wanted to see... believe in things I only wanted to believe. But, I am aware of it's consequences and prefer to live in that solitary castle even when knowing that it's not true. Just the same, reality sucks but I know I can't get away with it. So I chose to turn my back on it. Maybe someday, someone will make me brave to face the harsh reality. Someone who wouldn't leave me and stay by my side as I face my fears. I must wait 'til then. ^_^
Tonight, we discussed about Romanticism and Realism in our Humanities class. Maybe if I was born in that period, I'd be one of the few who would promulgate the idea. :)It's not bad being a romantic. Romantic people are attached to the beauty of nature and the vividness of imagination. I so love that. As I've always described myself, I am a dreamer. I am a free-spirit longing for adventure and a lover of beauty and wisdom. Geez, what a description. Heehee. But I am not just a romantic. I am also a realist. Not being controlled by emotions alone, I can always trust my decisions fairly well. I am proud of that. ^_^ I know that somehow, I'm usually locked in my own world and prefer to see things I only wanted to see... believe in things I only wanted to believe. But, I am aware of it's consequences and prefer to live in that solitary castle even when knowing that it's not true. Just the same, reality sucks but I know I can't get away with it. So I chose to turn my back on it. Maybe someday, someone will make me brave to face the harsh reality. Someone who wouldn't leave me and stay by my side as I face my fears. I must wait 'til then. ^_^
Monday, May 22, 2006
*~*~*New AniMusix*~*~*
My background musix, Kareshi Kanojo no Jijyo's An Angel Promise (Tenshi no Yubikiri), was taken from Kaze no Uta Music Haven. ^_^ Enjoi!!!
You may dream oikakete sunao na kono kimochi
tsutaerareta nara dreams come true
You may dream masshiro na koi wa tsubasa ni naru
tenshi no yubikiri kanau you ni
~Arima~
My background musix, Kareshi Kanojo no Jijyo's An Angel Promise (Tenshi no Yubikiri), was taken from Kaze no Uta Music Haven. ^_^ Enjoi!!!
You may dream oikakete sunao na kono kimochi
tsutaerareta nara dreams come true
You may dream masshiro na koi wa tsubasa ni naru
tenshi no yubikiri kanau you ni
~Arima~
Sunday, May 21, 2006
*~*~*Nocturne*~*~*
Lately, I've been having trouble sleeping. Not that I am afraid or something. Hmm.. I just can't sleep right ahead even if I had a very tiring day *like today*. I went to school awhile ago and we had a meeting regarding our activities for the whole semester. Good news: I am no longer the class president! Woohoo. Bad news: I am now the over-all treasurer for our batch. :'( Aww... you know how much I hate responsibilities like that. Geez. But I can't run away from it. Anyways, we already chose our review center. It was a lil bit disappointing that only a few attended the batch meeting. I might as well share to you all what happened these past few days. APC celebrated its 2nd anniversary last May 19, 2006. It was fun! Em was even there to accompany me. Yay! Akabane was being generous and spent half of his allowance just to treat everyone. Haha! Of course, I had to pitch in too. X_x Nevertheless, the event was a success since my goal was to promote bonding and friendship. I had fun playing 1-2-3-pass with Neko, the G4 gals and Em. Teehee. ^_^ Right after the event, I shared everything with Uzumaki-san and some of the members who weren't able to come. Hopefully we get to spend our 3rd anniversary again.
Oh, and something really interesting happened last May 20, 2006. I was called in our alumni office to help with the preparations for our medical mission. Our president asked me to go talk with the guard on duty regarding our activity. As I was talking to the guard, my "crush", Rurick, passed by. He ran past us and didn't notice that his cellphone went right out his pocket. Out of instinct, I called out to him and told him about his cellphone. He looked at me and smiled as if that's his way of saying thanks. Of course, I was mesmerized by that single look. Then it dawned upon me. Argh! How stupid of me!!! I just missed the opportunity of introducing myself to him. Geez, I could've picked up the phone myself and run after him and start from there. But no, what I did was shout after him like a frantic kid and stand there drooling. Awww....shocks! It's as if fate set up the meeting and I completely blew it. Still sulking over my lil folly, I saw his car parked near the entrance and noticed something posted on it. It was a note: "Happy birthday Rurick!" Dang!!! It's his birthday and there was my chance of greeting him. That surely added up to my misery. Well, anyways, I shouldn't feel bad or something. ^_^ Nothing happens by chance. Everything happens for a reason. That's it! So long everyone!
Oh, before I end this entry, I want to thank my sister dear!!! I miss you sis! Take care and God bless!
Lately, I've been having trouble sleeping. Not that I am afraid or something. Hmm.. I just can't sleep right ahead even if I had a very tiring day *like today*. I went to school awhile ago and we had a meeting regarding our activities for the whole semester. Good news: I am no longer the class president! Woohoo. Bad news: I am now the over-all treasurer for our batch. :'( Aww... you know how much I hate responsibilities like that. Geez. But I can't run away from it. Anyways, we already chose our review center. It was a lil bit disappointing that only a few attended the batch meeting. I might as well share to you all what happened these past few days. APC celebrated its 2nd anniversary last May 19, 2006. It was fun! Em was even there to accompany me. Yay! Akabane was being generous and spent half of his allowance just to treat everyone. Haha! Of course, I had to pitch in too. X_x Nevertheless, the event was a success since my goal was to promote bonding and friendship. I had fun playing 1-2-3-pass with Neko, the G4 gals and Em. Teehee. ^_^ Right after the event, I shared everything with Uzumaki-san and some of the members who weren't able to come. Hopefully we get to spend our 3rd anniversary again.
Oh, and something really interesting happened last May 20, 2006. I was called in our alumni office to help with the preparations for our medical mission. Our president asked me to go talk with the guard on duty regarding our activity. As I was talking to the guard, my "crush", Rurick, passed by. He ran past us and didn't notice that his cellphone went right out his pocket. Out of instinct, I called out to him and told him about his cellphone. He looked at me and smiled as if that's his way of saying thanks. Of course, I was mesmerized by that single look. Then it dawned upon me. Argh! How stupid of me!!! I just missed the opportunity of introducing myself to him. Geez, I could've picked up the phone myself and run after him and start from there. But no, what I did was shout after him like a frantic kid and stand there drooling. Awww....shocks! It's as if fate set up the meeting and I completely blew it. Still sulking over my lil folly, I saw his car parked near the entrance and noticed something posted on it. It was a note: "Happy birthday Rurick!" Dang!!! It's his birthday and there was my chance of greeting him. That surely added up to my misery. Well, anyways, I shouldn't feel bad or something. ^_^ Nothing happens by chance. Everything happens for a reason. That's it! So long everyone!
Oh, before I end this entry, I want to thank my sister dear!!! I miss you sis! Take care and God bless!
Saturday, May 20, 2006
*~*~*Kailan Kaya?*~*~*
"Ayoko na! Suko na ko! It's time to let go. Goodbye forever and ever and ever!!!"
Lagi kong sinasabi yan sa tuwing naiisip kita. Pero bakit kapag nakakausap ka na, nakakalimutan ko na lahat yun? Naaasar na nga ako kasi hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano ba talaga gusto ko. Haaay. Gusto kong sabihin lahat pero alam ko naman na mapupunta lang sa wala. Akala ko, may natutunan na ko sa lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko kapag naiisip ka kaso wala talaga eh. Naalala ko pa nung sinabi ko na hindi na ko iiyak dahil sa'yo. Nakakatawa pero kagabi lang, mala-waterfalls ang tears ko kasi nakausap na naman kita. Muli, napatunayan ko na hindi ko pa kaya. Sabi ko nga sa'yo: "Must...resist...the...urge...to...type!" Hala, tawa ka naman. Hindi mo alam na halos bumaha na sa loob ng bahay kahit nasa labas ang ulan. Nako, sigurado tatawanan ako ni Ral kapag nabasa niya to. Haha! Matagal na rin kasi nung huli kitang nakausap. Sabi ko kaya kong tiisin ka. Pero hinanap mo ko at hindi ko naman magawang isnabin ang mga mensahe mo. Argh! Nakakainis. Sguro hindi pa ngayon ang panahon para tuluyang mabura sa isip at puso ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa iyo. Sana isang araw, magising ako at masabi ko na talaga.
"Ayoko na! Suko na ko! It's time to let go. Goodbye forever and ever and ever!!!"
"Ayoko na! Suko na ko! It's time to let go. Goodbye forever and ever and ever!!!"
Lagi kong sinasabi yan sa tuwing naiisip kita. Pero bakit kapag nakakausap ka na, nakakalimutan ko na lahat yun? Naaasar na nga ako kasi hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano ba talaga gusto ko. Haaay. Gusto kong sabihin lahat pero alam ko naman na mapupunta lang sa wala. Akala ko, may natutunan na ko sa lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko kapag naiisip ka kaso wala talaga eh. Naalala ko pa nung sinabi ko na hindi na ko iiyak dahil sa'yo. Nakakatawa pero kagabi lang, mala-waterfalls ang tears ko kasi nakausap na naman kita. Muli, napatunayan ko na hindi ko pa kaya. Sabi ko nga sa'yo: "Must...resist...the...urge...to...type!" Hala, tawa ka naman. Hindi mo alam na halos bumaha na sa loob ng bahay kahit nasa labas ang ulan. Nako, sigurado tatawanan ako ni Ral kapag nabasa niya to. Haha! Matagal na rin kasi nung huli kitang nakausap. Sabi ko kaya kong tiisin ka. Pero hinanap mo ko at hindi ko naman magawang isnabin ang mga mensahe mo. Argh! Nakakainis. Sguro hindi pa ngayon ang panahon para tuluyang mabura sa isip at puso ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa iyo. Sana isang araw, magising ako at masabi ko na talaga.
"Ayoko na! Suko na ko! It's time to let go. Goodbye forever and ever and ever!!!"
Thursday, May 18, 2006
*~*~*My Pet*~*~*
Lookie! Lookie! Youko-san!!! Kimi wa daisuki!!! :)
Lookie! Lookie! Youko-san!!! Kimi wa daisuki!!! :)
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
*~*~*Summer's End*~*~*
It's almost the end of summer and hopefully a start of a fun-filled *and tiring* semester. Nevertheless, I'm still looking forward to it. Hmm... I know that it'll be harder due to the responsibilities weighed upon me. Then again, I promise I won't give up. Like what Tohru Honda always claim: "Never give up!". Heehee. My summer classes' about to end. Oooh. Hope I have atleast enough time to enjoy before classes start. Where to go? Where to go? ^_^ Oh, this coming June, I'd be busy with cosplay stuff too. Oh my gawd, I hope to pursue it this time no matter what. Lunamaria Hawke's the theme!!! Hey, by the way, it's APC's second anniversary! I mean 2nd YEAR!!! Woohoo! I am so proud of it. These past two years, I get to meet real "animated" friends. They are loyal, great and dependable. I've come to love them as much as I've loved and treasured the clan itself. *teary-eyed* Although, to some APC's "just another group", to me it's like a haven. A peaceful place where I can be myself and talk about the things and "persons" I love. *READ: KURAMA* Heehee. I get to be wacky, violent, caring and responsible at the same time. Truly, APC had a great effect on me and I hope same goes for the rest of my clan mates. Much love goes to everyone who continues to read my blog! ^___^
It's almost the end of summer and hopefully a start of a fun-filled *and tiring* semester. Nevertheless, I'm still looking forward to it. Hmm... I know that it'll be harder due to the responsibilities weighed upon me. Then again, I promise I won't give up. Like what Tohru Honda always claim: "Never give up!". Heehee. My summer classes' about to end. Oooh. Hope I have atleast enough time to enjoy before classes start. Where to go? Where to go? ^_^ Oh, this coming June, I'd be busy with cosplay stuff too. Oh my gawd, I hope to pursue it this time no matter what. Lunamaria Hawke's the theme!!! Hey, by the way, it's APC's second anniversary! I mean 2nd YEAR!!! Woohoo! I am so proud of it. These past two years, I get to meet real "animated" friends. They are loyal, great and dependable. I've come to love them as much as I've loved and treasured the clan itself. *teary-eyed* Although, to some APC's "just another group", to me it's like a haven. A peaceful place where I can be myself and talk about the things and "persons" I love. *READ: KURAMA* Heehee. I get to be wacky, violent, caring and responsible at the same time. Truly, APC had a great effect on me and I hope same goes for the rest of my clan mates. Much love goes to everyone who continues to read my blog! ^___^
Friday, May 05, 2006
~*~*~*New BGM*~*~*~
New background music! Tomorrow from Full Metal Panic! :) Hope you like it. I'll be changing BGMs every two weeks. :) yay!!! Unless I get soooo sentimental and use it longer. Heehee... I miss Sousuke Sagara. Oh, reminds me of someone. Heehee... Ciao!
New background music! Tomorrow from Full Metal Panic! :) Hope you like it. I'll be changing BGMs every two weeks. :) yay!!! Unless I get soooo sentimental and use it longer. Heehee... I miss Sousuke Sagara. Oh, reminds me of someone. Heehee... Ciao!
Thursday, May 04, 2006
*~*~*Delusions In A Bright Summer Day*~*~*
Ah summer, the time to hang-out, refresh and just have plain good fun. Sun, sand and beach. Ugh but NO... I had to get tied to school activites and classes. That's my definition of summer now. Work, studies and responsibilites. Yes, that's how it is *nods*. Not that I am ranting much about it. There's also a positive side which I have to look at or I guess hard to overlook. Heehee. Cute guys studying during the summer break is really something. *devilish grin* I get to meet lots of people and I am more aware of everything happening in school. Not bad eh? And besides, I don't know what to do at home if I get stuck there all summer long.. I'd probably just think about him. *sigh* Oh, but I guess i'm still doing it even when i'm at school. T_T Wah! Just when I thought i'm over him. Rawr. Actually, it wasn't my fault. Really. I was drifting in my own, secluded world and he comes barging in. Then again, I'm stupid enough to let him. Now he's corrupted my thoughts!!! Waaaaah! The complications and delusions of a summer love. Eeew. Cheesy. I have to revert to my jaded self again. *sigh* Oh, enough about him... by the way, dad's goin' home this week. I am soo excited. :) Weeeee!!! Ciao for now!
Ah summer, the time to hang-out, refresh and just have plain good fun. Sun, sand and beach. Ugh but NO... I had to get tied to school activites and classes. That's my definition of summer now. Work, studies and responsibilites. Yes, that's how it is *nods*. Not that I am ranting much about it. There's also a positive side which I have to look at or I guess hard to overlook. Heehee. Cute guys studying during the summer break is really something. *devilish grin* I get to meet lots of people and I am more aware of everything happening in school. Not bad eh? And besides, I don't know what to do at home if I get stuck there all summer long.. I'd probably just think about him. *sigh* Oh, but I guess i'm still doing it even when i'm at school. T_T Wah! Just when I thought i'm over him. Rawr. Actually, it wasn't my fault. Really. I was drifting in my own, secluded world and he comes barging in. Then again, I'm stupid enough to let him. Now he's corrupted my thoughts!!! Waaaaah! The complications and delusions of a summer love. Eeew. Cheesy. I have to revert to my jaded self again. *sigh* Oh, enough about him... by the way, dad's goin' home this week. I am soo excited. :) Weeeee!!! Ciao for now!