~*~*~*A Really Bad Day*~*~*~

Ho-hum. I saw Neji *Rurick* for the last time today 'coz this is the last day for my Saturday classes. I thought I'd be happy all day but it was the contrary. Okay, I'd better start from the beginning. This day is not a good day for me. I didn't wake up on time. So again, I missed my English class, I missed the chance to make up for my recitation. *sigh* Then I saw him. My "NEJI", my prince, the guy of my dreams... He who hunts me in the depths of my solitude. One thing shattered my illusion. He was smoking a cigarette. Then and there, I realized that he was not immune to typical teenage temptations. He's living a normal life. He's just like another guy. He's imperfect, he's not a prince, not a dream guy. Not that smoking totally makes a person imperfect but it's because smoking is not on my priority list. And everything came shattering down. That he'll always a dream... Just a dream. That is all he'll ever be. It made me cry thinking just that. Maybe I am a perfectionist. Looking for a perfect guy. So here I am, locked in my own fantasy world. Wishing that someday, someone will set me free and hear my lonely cry for help.