*~*~*Friday the 13th*~*~*

Hi! Today's friday and the 13th day of the month. As the saying goes, it's bad luck if a Friday is matched up with the number 13 in the Roman calendar. :) But, I feel different. It's exactly the opposite. Teehee... Well, yesterday was my "hell day". Ugh! Was I pissed off. It's funny how people take advantage of you just because they know you won't fight back. I've realized that most of them is more concerned on what they will gain rather than what they can give. How lonely that must be. Later that night, I realized that I mustn't give up no matter what. I can't let them manipulate those meek beings who just wanted peace and serenity. Hmph. Anyway, I am in a dilemma right now. I promised Maan that I would attend her birthday bash in Pangasinan but something came up. It's duty. I am the class president and there's supposed to be a meeting. But I really wanted to see my friend! Whom will I choose? One or many? Argh! Important things are at stake. Whatever will I do? I really need to talk to Ral. Hmm.. what else. Oh yeah. Rineo-chan and I talked for hours and hours and we've talked 'bout so many things. Haha! Sweet gal. Wish you luck sis.. I hope everything works well for you. Not like what happened to me. Awww... I still remember what folly I was in that time. But then again, nothing can change it now. He's got his own path and I've got mine. If he still haven't got the courage to tell me what he feels before the month ends... then, it really is goodbye. Of course I won't let him know about the deadline. Let his instincts tell him. I've been caged for so long and my wings ache already. I've had enough. I did everything that I could. So it's all up to him now. The countdown begins...

*I don't mind him seeing this coz he's not visiting this part of the web.*