*~*~*Confession*~*~*

Silence... Heartbeat... They walk hand in hand in my own secluded world.

Ho-hum. Today, I've learned a very important lesson. I've learned when to hold on and when to let go. I chose to let go. I should've done that back then. I never would've suffered this much. Well, sometimes, hope can be tricky. *sigh* He was not dense. I was the one. I chose to see things I wanted to see, believe things I wanted to believe, losing touch of reality. It sure does make me feel lonely and empty inside. Yes, it does. No matter how much I try to smile, I was the one masking the pain. I was the one bearing it all. Not him. Not my dear one. It was me all along. He chose to move forward, leaving me blinded...trying desperately to find someone to hold on to. The sun decided to live in my eyes the moment I met him. It blinded me. So bright was the light that tears welled up. My precious tears. Only for you. Cry, that's my only consolation. The same tears that sprang out. So sweet and sad. I love you. But it was too late now. I loved you with all my heart. I haven't noticed that before. When did it start? How many smiles did it take for me to realize that I couldn't live without them? I wanted to see you, to hold you.. Guess, that would be impossible now. There's only one wish left... I wanted to see your smile... even from afar. Yes, even from afar... I love you Uzumaki Naruto. This time, I'll go on a different path. A path that would never ever cross the ones you take.

Silence... Heartbeat... They walk hand in hand in my own secluded world.