*~*~*Ever After*~*~*

It seems I found what I was looking for. He was there all along. Right in front of my eyes, he shone brighter than any star. Yet, I took no notice of him. Why didn't I took the chance back then? Now I know, though it's too late for that... I can see him. He's not like any other. I like his smile. The way he tries not to show he cares is simply adorable. I know he tries to deny it or was it the truth he's showing me? *sigh* Maybe that's just him. Always like that to any other friends he has. Why you ask? Why him, of all the people? Just because... his pride is higher than the clouds in the sky, but his heart... yes, his heart is as low as the grounds of the earth. Is this love, I ask? I may never know. But I'd like to think it is. Hopeless romantic love I may never forget. Not in this life or in any other. I don't believe in ever afters. Not until I met him. As I face reality and the harsh consequences it brings, my hope and my love will not falter... for I shall prevail. My love is for one and one alone. My sweet, sweet prince. Although I'm afraid that there's a place in his heart I could never reach. The truth is I never want to see it for knowing hurts so much. All I can ever thank for is he's here. It makes me so happy. I don't want him to stop smiling. Even though I know he's not smiling because of me. As much as that hurts to admit. What a sweet, sorrowful thing love can be. This mad, crazy, out of control love and some of the things it made me do. I don't deserve to love someone like him. Yet, time hasn't ran out completely. Maybe I'd change myself too, I mean grow up a little and then something amazing might happen. So it's settled. As long as there's hope, I'm not giving up. Now I know, I love him more than ever before. Maybe he feels the same, not this time or any time soon. Maybe, just maybe there is such thing as "Ever After".