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~Kim
~"i don't need to see him to know in my heart that he exists..."~
~email: kimxen@gmail.com
.::My Adores::.
~her prince Kurama
~her dad, the dependable King
~her mom, the caring Queen
~her sister, the older princess
~her brother, the young prince
~her soul sister Serene
~her knight, Lord Ryzhen
.::Detests::.
~dark minions
~sewing class
~inconsiderate profs
~evil darkness
~rejection
~failure
~betrayal
~uncertainty
.::Wishlist::.
~to be part of her prince's world~to travel the world
~to visit Ireland, Japan & Korea
~volumes and tomes of magical craft
~peaceful kingdom
~a bright future ahead
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~to collect Ouran High Manga
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Monday, October 31, 2005
*~*~*Despedida*~*~*
Today, my sister held her despedida party for her trip to Germany. She's gonna stay there with her husband and it would probably take years before she can go back here... Ho-hum. My friends were here too and bade her their blessings for her safety. Aaw... I will surely miss having my sister here. I mean it really hurt me when she decided to get married and now it pains me even more having to see her leave. Well, she already needs to start a new life and I have to accept that fact. Anyways, that's it for today. Lonely but I'm wishing her the best!
Today, my sister held her despedida party for her trip to Germany. She's gonna stay there with her husband and it would probably take years before she can go back here... Ho-hum. My friends were here too and bade her their blessings for her safety. Aaw... I will surely miss having my sister here. I mean it really hurt me when she decided to get married and now it pains me even more having to see her leave. Well, she already needs to start a new life and I have to accept that fact. Anyways, that's it for today. Lonely but I'm wishing her the best!
Sunday, October 30, 2005
*~*~*Halloween*~*~*
Again, it's the time of year when jack o' lanterns hunted the road lane and skeletons of different sizes are exhibited on windows and doors. Halloween is not much celebrated here and it doesn't mainly mean trick or treats. It's the time when the living reminisce and pray for their dead loved one. As for our family, we will attend mass and visit our grandfather's grave. Hmm.. for the scary stuff, well I encounter them most of the time so it'll just be another "normal" day for me. I certainly don't consider "my sightings" as a gift nor a curse. It's just there. Now I see them, now I don't. It's basically part of my "normal" routine. ^_^ I've been dealing with it eversince I was a kid so it's not really a surprise though most people think it's odd. Whether this sight is a trick or a treat, I'll let you be the judge for that. ^_^ Happy Halloween!!!
Again, it's the time of year when jack o' lanterns hunted the road lane and skeletons of different sizes are exhibited on windows and doors. Halloween is not much celebrated here and it doesn't mainly mean trick or treats. It's the time when the living reminisce and pray for their dead loved one. As for our family, we will attend mass and visit our grandfather's grave. Hmm.. for the scary stuff, well I encounter them most of the time so it'll just be another "normal" day for me. I certainly don't consider "my sightings" as a gift nor a curse. It's just there. Now I see them, now I don't. It's basically part of my "normal" routine. ^_^ I've been dealing with it eversince I was a kid so it's not really a surprise though most people think it's odd. Whether this sight is a trick or a treat, I'll let you be the judge for that. ^_^ Happy Halloween!!!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
*~*~*Ever After*~*~*
It seems I found what I was looking for. He was there all along. Right in front of my eyes, he shone brighter than any star. Yet, I took no notice of him. Why didn't I took the chance back then? Now I know, though it's too late for that... I can see him. He's not like any other. I like his smile. The way he tries not to show he cares is simply adorable. I know he tries to deny it or was it the truth he's showing me? *sigh* Maybe that's just him. Always like that to any other friends he has. Why you ask? Why him, of all the people? Just because... his pride is higher than the clouds in the sky, but his heart... yes, his heart is as low as the grounds of the earth. Is this love, I ask? I may never know. But I'd like to think it is. Hopeless romantic love I may never forget. Not in this life or in any other. I don't believe in ever afters. Not until I met him. As I face reality and the harsh consequences it brings, my hope and my love will not falter... for I shall prevail. My love is for one and one alone. My sweet, sweet prince. Although I'm afraid that there's a place in his heart I could never reach. The truth is I never want to see it for knowing hurts so much. All I can ever thank for is he's here. It makes me so happy. I don't want him to stop smiling. Even though I know he's not smiling because of me. As much as that hurts to admit. What a sweet, sorrowful thing love can be. This mad, crazy, out of control love and some of the things it made me do. I don't deserve to love someone like him. Yet, time hasn't ran out completely. Maybe I'd change myself too, I mean grow up a little and then something amazing might happen. So it's settled. As long as there's hope, I'm not giving up. Now I know, I love him more than ever before. Maybe he feels the same, not this time or any time soon. Maybe, just maybe there is such thing as "Ever After".
It seems I found what I was looking for. He was there all along. Right in front of my eyes, he shone brighter than any star. Yet, I took no notice of him. Why didn't I took the chance back then? Now I know, though it's too late for that... I can see him. He's not like any other. I like his smile. The way he tries not to show he cares is simply adorable. I know he tries to deny it or was it the truth he's showing me? *sigh* Maybe that's just him. Always like that to any other friends he has. Why you ask? Why him, of all the people? Just because... his pride is higher than the clouds in the sky, but his heart... yes, his heart is as low as the grounds of the earth. Is this love, I ask? I may never know. But I'd like to think it is. Hopeless romantic love I may never forget. Not in this life or in any other. I don't believe in ever afters. Not until I met him. As I face reality and the harsh consequences it brings, my hope and my love will not falter... for I shall prevail. My love is for one and one alone. My sweet, sweet prince. Although I'm afraid that there's a place in his heart I could never reach. The truth is I never want to see it for knowing hurts so much. All I can ever thank for is he's here. It makes me so happy. I don't want him to stop smiling. Even though I know he's not smiling because of me. As much as that hurts to admit. What a sweet, sorrowful thing love can be. This mad, crazy, out of control love and some of the things it made me do. I don't deserve to love someone like him. Yet, time hasn't ran out completely. Maybe I'd change myself too, I mean grow up a little and then something amazing might happen. So it's settled. As long as there's hope, I'm not giving up. Now I know, I love him more than ever before. Maybe he feels the same, not this time or any time soon. Maybe, just maybe there is such thing as "Ever After".
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
*~*~*Just a Day*~*~*
Just a day, just an ordinary day...
Just trying to get by...
JUst a boy, just an ordinary boy...
But he was looking to the sky and...
As he asked if I would come along,
I started to realize...
That everyday you find,
just what he's looking for...
Like a shooting star, he shines...
He said take my hand..
Live while you can...
Don't you see your dreams lie
Right in the palm of your hand...
~from Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton
Ho-hum. Like what's mentioned in the song, today was just an ordinary day. I already went through the boring enrollment process and almost got into a fight. Heehee... Good thing I got the schedule that I want. As I reached home, Ral was there waiting... for hours i guess. Gomen ne ral no tomodachi. The line for the assessment alone took hours. Anyway, I explained it to her already. As for the rest of the day, my Sasuke-kun asked for a little favor. *Mind if I not mention it...* But I explained my side *not that it matters* and hope he got the message. :) Sasuke-kun may be a lil harsh sometimes but he's really a nice person and it wouldn't take much effort to get his good side out. ^_^ Sasuke-kun!!! Ganbatte ne!!! Sakura-chan no tomodachi's always here.
Just a day, just an ordinary day...
Just trying to get by...
JUst a boy, just an ordinary boy...
But he was looking to the sky and...
As he asked if I would come along,
I started to realize...
That everyday you find,
just what he's looking for...
Like a shooting star, he shines...
He said take my hand..
Live while you can...
Don't you see your dreams lie
Right in the palm of your hand...
~from Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton
Ho-hum. Like what's mentioned in the song, today was just an ordinary day. I already went through the boring enrollment process and almost got into a fight. Heehee... Good thing I got the schedule that I want. As I reached home, Ral was there waiting... for hours i guess. Gomen ne ral no tomodachi. The line for the assessment alone took hours. Anyway, I explained it to her already. As for the rest of the day, my Sasuke-kun asked for a little favor. *Mind if I not mention it...* But I explained my side *not that it matters* and hope he got the message. :) Sasuke-kun may be a lil harsh sometimes but he's really a nice person and it wouldn't take much effort to get his good side out. ^_^ Sasuke-kun!!! Ganbatte ne!!! Sakura-chan no tomodachi's always here.
Friday, October 21, 2005
*~*~*Fate*~*~*
FateI don't fit into this world, so why did fate put me here. I have few friends in this world, and they're renegades like myself. we stand by one another, blocking ourselves from the world. we stopped trying to fit in a long time ago, and now we are just trying to survive hoping to find an escape from humanity.~a whisper from the angel of death…†*Botan*†
FateI don't fit into this world, so why did fate put me here. I have few friends in this world, and they're renegades like myself. we stand by one another, blocking ourselves from the world. we stopped trying to fit in a long time ago, and now we are just trying to survive hoping to find an escape from humanity.~a whisper from the angel of death…†*Botan*†
*~*~*Of Heroes and Heroines*~*~*
Eversince I was a little kid, I always believed in magic castles, daring heroes, honorable battles and damsels in distress. But you proved those beliefs wrong. I was engulfed in my world and was too elated to notice the harsh reality in front of my very own eyes. I always believed that heroes, no matter how far they go, will always return to his beloved heroine. But not in our story. There's no more you and me. Perhaps there never was. It had possibly been Me and Myself. How can I be so dense? I can do nothing about it now, can I? What was done cannot be changed. You always win in your battles but the last one made you forget about me. You won and I lost. You already forgot the promise we made. Heh. So much for that promise. So much for the hope I had in you. Yet, I admire you for putting up such a good fight until the end. You made me believe you care. I was deceived. Betrayed. Hurt. I am sad. I am depressed. Yet, I cannot let that interfere with my duties as a princess and like all heroines, I must be brave. I must be strong. Someday, a true hero would come for me. A hero who would win all battles including my own.
Eversince I was a little kid, I always believed in magic castles, daring heroes, honorable battles and damsels in distress. But you proved those beliefs wrong. I was engulfed in my world and was too elated to notice the harsh reality in front of my very own eyes. I always believed that heroes, no matter how far they go, will always return to his beloved heroine. But not in our story. There's no more you and me. Perhaps there never was. It had possibly been Me and Myself. How can I be so dense? I can do nothing about it now, can I? What was done cannot be changed. You always win in your battles but the last one made you forget about me. You won and I lost. You already forgot the promise we made. Heh. So much for that promise. So much for the hope I had in you. Yet, I admire you for putting up such a good fight until the end. You made me believe you care. I was deceived. Betrayed. Hurt. I am sad. I am depressed. Yet, I cannot let that interfere with my duties as a princess and like all heroines, I must be brave. I must be strong. Someday, a true hero would come for me. A hero who would win all battles including my own.
*~*~*Love Hina*~*~*
Geez, now I'm being addicted to Ken Akamatsu's Love Hina. I've been scanning my anime collection and happen to pick up the Love Hina series. So it goes. Sitting by the computer and watching for almost a day! ara..ara.. *scratches head just like Mutsumi-san* Heehee. The characters of this series are very interesting. It makes me wonder what if I happen to meet a real Keitaro? Or a real Seta-san!!! Wah! Sensei!!! I don't mind staying in Hinata-sou helping a guy out for his entrance exam in the country's top school. ^_^ The downside? You gotta beat the crap outta the guy for being a pervert. Heehee!!! It's also cool to be friends with a lot of ehermm... voluptuous gals! The downside? You all fall in love with the same guy? Huhuhu!!! So friends, watch the series! It's highly recommended!
Geez, now I'm being addicted to Ken Akamatsu's Love Hina. I've been scanning my anime collection and happen to pick up the Love Hina series. So it goes. Sitting by the computer and watching for almost a day! ara..ara.. *scratches head just like Mutsumi-san* Heehee. The characters of this series are very interesting. It makes me wonder what if I happen to meet a real Keitaro? Or a real Seta-san!!! Wah! Sensei!!! I don't mind staying in Hinata-sou helping a guy out for his entrance exam in the country's top school. ^_^ The downside? You gotta beat the crap outta the guy for being a pervert. Heehee!!! It's also cool to be friends with a lot of ehermm... voluptuous gals! The downside? You all fall in love with the same guy? Huhuhu!!! So friends, watch the series! It's highly recommended!
APC has been around for 7 months now. That's quite an accomplishment. I never handed such responsibility on my own before. But I did. Well, let's go back to where it all started. APC or Anime Pop Clan is an independent online community. It was built solely to promote friendship among people with the same interest. ANIME. I was extremely grateful to be part of such clan. Yes I was. I met lots of strangers-turned-friends and had my share of good and bad memories. I even promised someone that I would never allow it to be disorganized. I did everything I could to keep the clan alive because of that promise. But then, later on, I realized I was enjoying it. Enjoying all the responsibilities handed unto me. I thought I could do it by myself. But I couldn't. I need help. I need trusted friends to share the same enthusiasm as I did in doing these responsibilities. And so, the officers were elected. Was I ever relieved!!!But things didn't turn out the way I expected them to be. Not that they added to my burden but it seems to me that they couldn't do it without me. Why? They possess that quality to hold such responsibility. They could even do that single-handedly. What went wrong? I have my own reasons why I didn't make it to the past meetings. I have my own life outside the clan too. I have to deal with my studies, take the exams, make my projects and attend to my nursing duty. I made that clear even before they appointed me as a headmaster. So, some members decided to leave. I understand their views and why they ended up with such decision. But I can't let down those who believed in me. Even if there are only a few of them. So, I have come up with the decision to keep Anime Pop Clan intact. I have to live up with my promise. ^_^
*APC members are free to leave their comments may it be good or bad.*
*posted around August... in my previous blog*
*APC members are free to leave their comments may it be good or bad.*
*posted around August... in my previous blog*
*~*~*My Quiz*~*~*
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
*~*~*Mico's Bdae*~*~*
I want to say sorry to my dearest friend Mico for not greeting him on his 2_th birthday yesterday, October 19. T_T I'm really sorry. You had been a great influence in my life and if not for you, I wouldn't be who I am today. Thank you for everything. On your birthday, let me wish you all the happiness this world *and the others* can offer. I may not see you as much as I do before but I want you to know that it doesn't change what I think and feel about you. You had been my constant companion through the times when I felt like giving up and just for that, YOU ARE SPECIAL. Though we live in different worlds now, our spirits remain as one. You are my brother, my friend, my love, my sensei and my soulmate. Thanks Mico-kun. Hope to see you someday, somewhere.
I want to say sorry to my dearest friend Mico for not greeting him on his 2_th birthday yesterday, October 19. T_T I'm really sorry. You had been a great influence in my life and if not for you, I wouldn't be who I am today. Thank you for everything. On your birthday, let me wish you all the happiness this world *and the others* can offer. I may not see you as much as I do before but I want you to know that it doesn't change what I think and feel about you. You had been my constant companion through the times when I felt like giving up and just for that, YOU ARE SPECIAL. Though we live in different worlds now, our spirits remain as one. You are my brother, my friend, my love, my sensei and my soulmate. Thanks Mico-kun. Hope to see you someday, somewhere.
*~*~*Results*~*~*
Results of our final grades are in... guess what?! T_T I passed! I really passed! Wohoo!!! God is good! I give Him thanks and praise! ^_^ My grade wasn't high. But I'm really thankful for passing even with that grade! *humming "Go!" from Naruto series* Now I'm in my 4th year in college. I'm sooo excited! This'll be a new start. From now on, I'd give my best!!! ^_^ Finally, I can sleep... at ease. I wanna say thanx to those who supported me. My sister's been a great help. My friend, Arj "Naruto Uzumaki", too for those encouraging words *Read: R-A-M-E-N*. My groupmates (Em, Donna, C-anne, Mae, Kat, and the rest!), thanks for believing in me when I, myself, lost hope! Ahahaha! I'm so happy I could cry! Well honestly, I almost did upon hearing the news. T_T Arigato Gozaimasu minna-san!
Results of our final grades are in... guess what?! T_T I passed! I really passed! Wohoo!!! God is good! I give Him thanks and praise! ^_^ My grade wasn't high. But I'm really thankful for passing even with that grade! *humming "Go!" from Naruto series* Now I'm in my 4th year in college. I'm sooo excited! This'll be a new start. From now on, I'd give my best!!! ^_^ Finally, I can sleep... at ease. I wanna say thanx to those who supported me. My sister's been a great help. My friend, Arj "Naruto Uzumaki", too for those encouraging words *Read: R-A-M-E-N*. My groupmates (Em, Donna, C-anne, Mae, Kat, and the rest!), thanks for believing in me when I, myself, lost hope! Ahahaha! I'm so happy I could cry! Well honestly, I almost did upon hearing the news. T_T Arigato Gozaimasu minna-san!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Ugh.. tomorrow, I'll go to school to get my grades. Waaaaa!!!! Here I go again. I feel sick!!! X_x
Okay, take a deep breath... whew. *thinks* I did good in my exams, reports, quizzes... waaaah!!! What if I do get a failing grade? That means no more Enchanted Kingdom for me.. Ugh!!!! Why do I think of EK at a time like this?!? T_T I can't go on any further but I know that tomorrow will come no matter how hard I think of making this night last longer. Huwaaa!!!! *cry* Okay, tomorrow's result... pass or fail... you're the first to know.
Okay, take a deep breath... whew. *thinks* I did good in my exams, reports, quizzes... waaaah!!! What if I do get a failing grade? That means no more Enchanted Kingdom for me.. Ugh!!!! Why do I think of EK at a time like this?!? T_T I can't go on any further but I know that tomorrow will come no matter how hard I think of making this night last longer. Huwaaa!!!! *cry* Okay, tomorrow's result... pass or fail... you're the first to know.
*~*~*Naruto vs. Sasuke*~*~*
I've been giving much thought about the characters of Naruto lately. I've been a Sakura fan for a long time now and I wonder who among Naruto and Sasuke suits her best. Why Sakura? Well, I relate to her the most. Not that I have severe mood swings and schizophrenic behavior. Not at all. ^_^ Back to the pairing, I think Naruto deserves someone better like HInata. Why? Naruto must find someone who appreciates him for who he is, who knows his potential and believes in him. Sad to say but Sakura took Naruto for granted. She still vies for Sasuke's love even when knowing that Naruto loves her. :( I've realized this just now. Sakura also told everyone that she will love one man alone and that man is Sasuke. Ho-hum. Too bad, Sasuke doesn't feel the same towards her. She would've been given the chance if Sasuke's not determined to kill his own brother Itachi. As for Naruto, he should acknowledge Hinata all the more. Hinata's feelings for Naruto doesn't change right from the very start. It pains me to see Hinata keep her feelings for Naruto and Naruto still wishing for Sakura while Sakura waits for Sasuke. Ho-hum. Anyway, the series is not yet finished and who knows, they might find happiness at the end.
I've been giving much thought about the characters of Naruto lately. I've been a Sakura fan for a long time now and I wonder who among Naruto and Sasuke suits her best. Why Sakura? Well, I relate to her the most. Not that I have severe mood swings and schizophrenic behavior. Not at all. ^_^ Back to the pairing, I think Naruto deserves someone better like HInata. Why? Naruto must find someone who appreciates him for who he is, who knows his potential and believes in him. Sad to say but Sakura took Naruto for granted. She still vies for Sasuke's love even when knowing that Naruto loves her. :( I've realized this just now. Sakura also told everyone that she will love one man alone and that man is Sasuke. Ho-hum. Too bad, Sasuke doesn't feel the same towards her. She would've been given the chance if Sasuke's not determined to kill his own brother Itachi. As for Naruto, he should acknowledge Hinata all the more. Hinata's feelings for Naruto doesn't change right from the very start. It pains me to see Hinata keep her feelings for Naruto and Naruto still wishing for Sakura while Sakura waits for Sasuke. Ho-hum. Anyway, the series is not yet finished and who knows, they might find happiness at the end.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
*~*~*MAI HIME*~*~*
Mai Hime is a very interesting story. I like the twist of events from light comedy turning to dark angst at the end. Well, the ending seems a little bit of a disappointment though. The only good thing was I saw my fave character live. Guess!!! Guess!!! Guess who?!?! Ohohohoho! Go gennai. I really like shinobis and all so I easily became fond of Akira Okuzaki. ^_^ I'm looking forward to the second installation of the series entitled Mai Z-HiMe... Something to look forward to... ^_^
Mai Hime is a very interesting story. I like the twist of events from light comedy turning to dark angst at the end. Well, the ending seems a little bit of a disappointment though. The only good thing was I saw my fave character live. Guess!!! Guess!!! Guess who?!?! Ohohohoho! Go gennai. I really like shinobis and all so I easily became fond of Akira Okuzaki. ^_^ I'm looking forward to the second installation of the series entitled Mai Z-HiMe... Something to look forward to... ^_^
I'm doomed... oh yes I am. ^_^
I just took my final exam. I was desperate. I need to pass. It just doesn't suit me. I'm really not the type that bothers with exams, grades and all but this time it's different. Of course I know I had to be serious with it but what the heck... why can't I wake up early!!!!! waaaah!!! Well, that's my main problem. I always end up either late or absent. I know it's my fault and there are times when I curse myself for being that irresponsible when it comes to punctuality... but what can I do? Some habits are just too hard to change. sheesh... here I go again with my rants. I just can't keep it bottled inside. I might burst anytime now! ^_^ *the thought makes me laugh* Anyway, what's done was done. There's no way to alter things now. I gave my best shot for this last opportunity. I just put the rest in God's merciful hands. Ugh....
I just took my final exam. I was desperate. I need to pass. It just doesn't suit me. I'm really not the type that bothers with exams, grades and all but this time it's different. Of course I know I had to be serious with it but what the heck... why can't I wake up early!!!!! waaaah!!! Well, that's my main problem. I always end up either late or absent. I know it's my fault and there are times when I curse myself for being that irresponsible when it comes to punctuality... but what can I do? Some habits are just too hard to change. sheesh... here I go again with my rants. I just can't keep it bottled inside. I might burst anytime now! ^_^ *the thought makes me laugh* Anyway, what's done was done. There's no way to alter things now. I gave my best shot for this last opportunity. I just put the rest in God's merciful hands. Ugh....
Thursday, October 13, 2005
When I let fear swallow me...
I would never be the same.
I wouldn't want them to see...
That I'm the one to blame.
Sheesh.. I'm so afraid!!! Finals is just 2 days to go. What if I fail? Ho-hum. I've never felt this bothered before. I dunno. Probably because I'm scared of failing. Oh yes I am. I always told myself that I am not born to lose. Not me. Never. But here I am worrying myself to death. Although my close friends tell me that I won't fail yet this fear won't seem to subside. Why? Anyway, I'll just do my best and give all that I've got! I need to move forward no matter the hardships I may face. I will survive! ^_^
I would never be the same.
I wouldn't want them to see...
That I'm the one to blame.
Sheesh.. I'm so afraid!!! Finals is just 2 days to go. What if I fail? Ho-hum. I've never felt this bothered before. I dunno. Probably because I'm scared of failing. Oh yes I am. I always told myself that I am not born to lose. Not me. Never. But here I am worrying myself to death. Although my close friends tell me that I won't fail yet this fear won't seem to subside. Why? Anyway, I'll just do my best and give all that I've got! I need to move forward no matter the hardships I may face. I will survive! ^_^
Monday, October 10, 2005
Sa aking pag-iisa... ika'y biglang lumapit
At bago ko namanlayan ako'y umibig sa'yo
Sa isang saglit akala ko'y di na magwawakas
Aking mundo'y lumawak at nagpumiglas
At nangarap na parati kang kasama
Sana bawa't gabi'y kapiling ka.
Sa himbing ng tulog ko ang panaginip ko'y ikaw
At sa'king paggising ikaw pa rin ang lahat
Ilang taon akong kumapit ng pagkahigpit
Parang malinaw ang lahat kahit nakapikit
At umasa ako na lagi kang kasama
Basta't ang nais ko'y laging kapiling ka.
Ngunit tamis ng pag-ibig ay pinatatabang ng panahon
Hindi lahat ng kuwento'y masayang nagwawakas
At bago ko namalayan di mo na ako kailangan
At ako'y muli ngayong nag-iisa
Siguro nga'y umasa akong magtatagal
Ang init njg iyong halik naglahong panaginip
Kay hirap talagang magmahal...
Ako lang siguro ang nagmahal...
Anuman ang pilit mo
Kapag manhid ang puso
Walang patutunguhan ang iyong pagmamahal
Dahil tamis ng pag-ibig ay pinatatabang ng panahon
Hindi lahat ng kuwento'y masayang nagwawakas.
At bago ko namalayan di mo na ako kailangan...
At ako'y muli ngayong nag-iisa...
Siguro nga'y umasa akong magtatagal.
Ang init ng iyong halik ay naglahong parang panaginip...
Mabuting huwag na lang magmahal...
>>V.De Jesus<<
At bago ko namanlayan ako'y umibig sa'yo
Sa isang saglit akala ko'y di na magwawakas
Aking mundo'y lumawak at nagpumiglas
At nangarap na parati kang kasama
Sana bawa't gabi'y kapiling ka.
Sa himbing ng tulog ko ang panaginip ko'y ikaw
At sa'king paggising ikaw pa rin ang lahat
Ilang taon akong kumapit ng pagkahigpit
Parang malinaw ang lahat kahit nakapikit
At umasa ako na lagi kang kasama
Basta't ang nais ko'y laging kapiling ka.
Ngunit tamis ng pag-ibig ay pinatatabang ng panahon
Hindi lahat ng kuwento'y masayang nagwawakas
At bago ko namalayan di mo na ako kailangan
At ako'y muli ngayong nag-iisa
Siguro nga'y umasa akong magtatagal
Ang init njg iyong halik naglahong panaginip
Kay hirap talagang magmahal...
Ako lang siguro ang nagmahal...
Anuman ang pilit mo
Kapag manhid ang puso
Walang patutunguhan ang iyong pagmamahal
Dahil tamis ng pag-ibig ay pinatatabang ng panahon
Hindi lahat ng kuwento'y masayang nagwawakas.
At bago ko namalayan di mo na ako kailangan...
At ako'y muli ngayong nag-iisa...
Siguro nga'y umasa akong magtatagal.
Ang init ng iyong halik ay naglahong parang panaginip...
Mabuting huwag na lang magmahal...
>>V.De Jesus<<
Friday, October 07, 2005
*~Lost in My Own Fairy Garden~*
~::action::~
*thoughts*
~::hums to the tune of “It’s Only the Fairytale1”::~
I feel calm this day! Everything seems to fall perfectly in place. Princess Serene, Lord Ryzhen, Duke Adrian and I went for a nice long walk at the local stores in town. We shared the latest stories and everything we missed during the long absence of our communication. Today, my loyal knight, Ryzhen, will journey back to his homeland. A half-day gallop with his trusted mare Rice is definitely tiring. I sure hope for the safety of his welfare. Today, I plan to walk along our palace garden to which I suspect give refuge to faeries. Heehee, I’ll find that out soon.
1 - It’s Only the Fairytale is one of the insert songs in Mai Hime.
~::action::~
*thoughts*
~::hums to the tune of “It’s Only the Fairytale1”::~
I feel calm this day! Everything seems to fall perfectly in place. Princess Serene, Lord Ryzhen, Duke Adrian and I went for a nice long walk at the local stores in town. We shared the latest stories and everything we missed during the long absence of our communication. Today, my loyal knight, Ryzhen, will journey back to his homeland. A half-day gallop with his trusted mare Rice is definitely tiring. I sure hope for the safety of his welfare. Today, I plan to walk along our palace garden to which I suspect give refuge to faeries. Heehee, I’ll find that out soon.
1 - It’s Only the Fairytale is one of the insert songs in Mai Hime.