~Here Comes The Sun~
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right
The song totally captures the mood I am in right now. A new hope. I was sunk in the Dark Ages of my life. Lolx. I mean it. I was devastated upon learning that the guy I was unmistakably in love with for quite a long time already found someone else. I saw that coming yet knowing was different from actually being on that situation. Though it hurts so much, I really had no other choice do I? I know that in time, I'd be able to laugh at all this drama. Whew. Well, I'm leaving it all behind along with 2008. Hehehe. Come to think of it, what happens when the snow melts?
It becomes spring. :)
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right
The song totally captures the mood I am in right now. A new hope. I was sunk in the Dark Ages of my life. Lolx. I mean it. I was devastated upon learning that the guy I was unmistakably in love with for quite a long time already found someone else. I saw that coming yet knowing was different from actually being on that situation. Though it hurts so much, I really had no other choice do I? I know that in time, I'd be able to laugh at all this drama. Whew. Well, I'm leaving it all behind along with 2008. Hehehe. Come to think of it, what happens when the snow melts?
It becomes spring. :)
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 6:09 AM.
~Akemashite Omedetou Ver.4~
So here I am on my fourth year on this blog. I know, I know... it's been like 4months since my last post which doesn't make sense by the way. Heehee. I just don't want to break any tradition so I'm gonna post my year-end report. Ohohohoho...
First off, my 2008 wasn't that eventful... which means to say that this might be the shortest year-ender.
January 2008: Finally, my NCLEX papers were submitted. Heehee. During this month, I was still busy planning for the next cosplay material. Lolx. Then at the later part of the month, we went to Malaysia.
February 2008: I was at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia spending Chinese New Year with my family. It was my brother's first time out of the country so I'm pretty much excited for him. Heehee. We get to go to the places I've visited the year before. We also went to Singapore. ^^v Pretty much a replay of last year. I was quite disappointed though because my fave place KInokuniya got relocated. *pouts*
March 2008: I get to have the latest Ouran volume at that time and the mangas I've been dying to have. Hehehehe. We went back to Manila and.. I it hasn't been a week yet till I found myself transferred to Baguio for my NCLEX review. It would last like 3 months. Whoa! So I was stuck in Baguio again living on a dorm with 5 strangers who became my friends afterwards. :)
April 2008: Still on review mode. I was starting to have fun in Baguio with my new-found friends. We usually hang out on our favorite coffee shop which offers a collection of books! I miss the caramel frappe. T____T
May 2008: I ws having doubts and I did change some of my plans during the month. :) No regrets though. I'm gonna miss my review buddies. I went back to Manila on the last week.
June 2008: I got pretty much busy with the family. I usually went with my mom to process some documents regarding our house.
July 2008: My sister and her family went to visit the Philippines. I was so glad coz I get to see my cute little niece. I sooo want to take care of her.
August 2008: We went to Ilocos with the family. We also travelled to lots of other places. Ady got sick though for quite some time. T____T
September 2008: Main even of the month was my dad's and Ady's bday! Ady's already 1 year old. But then again, they had to leave for California. I had to summon all my energy to keep me from bawling over at the airport. Lolx.
October 2008: I decided to take my masteral in Ilocos. Around the late part of the month, I was already in Ilocos adjusting with everything. Another adventure? :)
November 2008: We did another cosplay. One of the best months of 2008 considering that nothing much happened this year.
December 2008: I took my NCLEX exam and was anxious to know the result right after. I pretty much did a lot of things I don't normally do. Funny because I felt that for once, I was living a life. My life. I was like a little rebellious. It felt nice. Atleast I proved to myself that change is still possible. I also felt that this might be the start of a wild turn in my life. Wish me luck!
So WELCOME 2009!!! May this be a fruitful year for me! Lolx. :)
So here I am on my fourth year on this blog. I know, I know... it's been like 4months since my last post which doesn't make sense by the way. Heehee. I just don't want to break any tradition so I'm gonna post my year-end report. Ohohohoho...
First off, my 2008 wasn't that eventful... which means to say that this might be the shortest year-ender.
January 2008: Finally, my NCLEX papers were submitted. Heehee. During this month, I was still busy planning for the next cosplay material. Lolx. Then at the later part of the month, we went to Malaysia.
February 2008: I was at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia spending Chinese New Year with my family. It was my brother's first time out of the country so I'm pretty much excited for him. Heehee. We get to go to the places I've visited the year before. We also went to Singapore. ^^v Pretty much a replay of last year. I was quite disappointed though because my fave place KInokuniya got relocated. *pouts*
March 2008: I get to have the latest Ouran volume at that time and the mangas I've been dying to have. Hehehehe. We went back to Manila and.. I it hasn't been a week yet till I found myself transferred to Baguio for my NCLEX review. It would last like 3 months. Whoa! So I was stuck in Baguio again living on a dorm with 5 strangers who became my friends afterwards. :)
April 2008: Still on review mode. I was starting to have fun in Baguio with my new-found friends. We usually hang out on our favorite coffee shop which offers a collection of books! I miss the caramel frappe. T____T
May 2008: I ws having doubts and I did change some of my plans during the month. :) No regrets though. I'm gonna miss my review buddies. I went back to Manila on the last week.
June 2008: I got pretty much busy with the family. I usually went with my mom to process some documents regarding our house.
July 2008: My sister and her family went to visit the Philippines. I was so glad coz I get to see my cute little niece. I sooo want to take care of her.
August 2008: We went to Ilocos with the family. We also travelled to lots of other places. Ady got sick though for quite some time. T____T
September 2008: Main even of the month was my dad's and Ady's bday! Ady's already 1 year old. But then again, they had to leave for California. I had to summon all my energy to keep me from bawling over at the airport. Lolx.
October 2008: I decided to take my masteral in Ilocos. Around the late part of the month, I was already in Ilocos adjusting with everything. Another adventure? :)
November 2008: We did another cosplay. One of the best months of 2008 considering that nothing much happened this year.
December 2008: I took my NCLEX exam and was anxious to know the result right after. I pretty much did a lot of things I don't normally do. Funny because I felt that for once, I was living a life. My life. I was like a little rebellious. It felt nice. Atleast I proved to myself that change is still possible. I also felt that this might be the start of a wild turn in my life. Wish me luck!
So WELCOME 2009!!! May this be a fruitful year for me! Lolx. :)
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 6:01 AM.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
~*Crushes*~
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 11:21 PM.
~*Soulmates*~
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 11:18 PM.
Alter Egos
Alter Egos
Alter Egos
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 11:13 PM.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
~*Witherless Rose*~
It's over. Really. Even the 1% chance I've been holding on to was lost. My love died a sudden death. Even the thought sends waves of sadness in my heart. He was lost to me now and I could never ever have him back. Who would've thought falling in love would end this way. He'll always be a part of me. After all, he's my first real love. It's safe to say that I've never felt this way to anyone before.
It's over. Really. Even the 1% chance I've been holding on to was lost. My love died a sudden death. Even the thought sends waves of sadness in my heart. He was lost to me now and I could never ever have him back. Who would've thought falling in love would end this way. He'll always be a part of me. After all, he's my first real love. It's safe to say that I've never felt this way to anyone before.
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 6:04 AM.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008
~*~*The Undetermined Future*~*~
+++written: 03/17+++
Geez, awhile ago I was too elated coz I was expecting to go down to Manila right after school. Then our reviewer unexpectedly announced that we will be having classes tomorrow! Man! Was I shocked I almost dropped my jaw! I was really mad! Even the weather seemed to agree with my mood prolly coz of sympathy. Then again, when I got home, I reflected on everything. I understand now that God has His own plan for me. I mean it is what Holy Week's all about right? Sacrifice. :) Now I know that God teaches me to be strong, to be able to control my temper, to be resourceful, independent and mature. Now I fully understand my weaknesses. It's not all misfortunes. After all, for every negative thing, there is always a positive one neutralizing it. God has plans. God is wise. He knows what's best for me. Things started to fall into place. :)
+++written: 03/17+++
Geez, awhile ago I was too elated coz I was expecting to go down to Manila right after school. Then our reviewer unexpectedly announced that we will be having classes tomorrow! Man! Was I shocked I almost dropped my jaw! I was really mad! Even the weather seemed to agree with my mood prolly coz of sympathy. Then again, when I got home, I reflected on everything. I understand now that God has His own plan for me. I mean it is what Holy Week's all about right? Sacrifice. :) Now I know that God teaches me to be strong, to be able to control my temper, to be resourceful, independent and mature. Now I fully understand my weaknesses. It's not all misfortunes. After all, for every negative thing, there is always a positive one neutralizing it. God has plans. God is wise. He knows what's best for me. Things started to fall into place. :)
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 6:01 AM.
~*~*Stormy New Term*~*~
+++written: 03/13+++
Today is the first day of review. Anxiety level at it's limit! Hmm.. We stayed in Teacher's Camp for the night so I had to wake up at 5:30am. I took a 15min exercise, bathe and then prepared for the review. I left around 6:45am so as not to be late. I arrived around 7am. An hour early. Imagine that! Geez, I got so used in Manila's 1 hour heavy traffic. Lolx. I was quite nervous because it felt exactly like I was back in first year college. Goodness! It brings back memories so I felt really lonely. Added to that, my mom and brother will leave around 8pm. Ooooh! Independent again. I know I must take it as a challenge but I can't help but feel nostalgic. This is bad! I must overcome this! Ho-hum. Good thing I'll be back home for the Holy Week. Atleast I get to rearrange my thoughts. I MUST SACRIFICE! :)
+++written: 03/13+++
Today is the first day of review. Anxiety level at it's limit! Hmm.. We stayed in Teacher's Camp for the night so I had to wake up at 5:30am. I took a 15min exercise, bathe and then prepared for the review. I left around 6:45am so as not to be late. I arrived around 7am. An hour early. Imagine that! Geez, I got so used in Manila's 1 hour heavy traffic. Lolx. I was quite nervous because it felt exactly like I was back in first year college. Goodness! It brings back memories so I felt really lonely. Added to that, my mom and brother will leave around 8pm. Ooooh! Independent again. I know I must take it as a challenge but I can't help but feel nostalgic. This is bad! I must overcome this! Ho-hum. Good thing I'll be back home for the Holy Week. Atleast I get to rearrange my thoughts. I MUST SACRIFICE! :)
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 5:54 AM.
~*~*Anime to Collect*~*~
1. Ouran High: It's a must! From manga to dvd to fanbooks and plushies. I already have the current volumes and fanbooks.
2. Gakuen Alice: Manga only.
3. Parfait Tic: I've already begun collecting. Manga only.
4. YYH: DVD only. :P There are lots of volumes.
1. Ouran High: It's a must! From manga to dvd to fanbooks and plushies. I already have the current volumes and fanbooks.
2. Gakuen Alice: Manga only.
3. Parfait Tic: I've already begun collecting. Manga only.
4. YYH: DVD only. :P There are lots of volumes.
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 5:50 AM.
~*~*Fragments of Love*~*~
+++written some time around March+++
Depression is certainly contagious. For some reason, I felt like I'm going to burst into tears. Yet, it all seems bottled up inside. I'm good at giving advices. Ironic as it is, I hate seeing other people lonely. Slef-righteous prick. Hehe. I am upset. I have to let loose. I often sought solace and peace of mind. I was distracted atleast for a while. Oh well, I've come up with the decision. I have to say goodbye. I have to do it not because of or not due to a sudden spur of emotions. I have to do it because it's the most logical thing to do. Is it not? It kinda makes me sad and angry because I fought for it until the very end. Then I started to get scared. Scared that I might lose my identity. I am scared that I won't know where I stand.. and worse, I won't know myself anymore.
I am so random.
+++written some time around March+++
Depression is certainly contagious. For some reason, I felt like I'm going to burst into tears. Yet, it all seems bottled up inside. I'm good at giving advices. Ironic as it is, I hate seeing other people lonely. Slef-righteous prick. Hehe. I am upset. I have to let loose. I often sought solace and peace of mind. I was distracted atleast for a while. Oh well, I've come up with the decision. I have to say goodbye. I have to do it not because of or not due to a sudden spur of emotions. I have to do it because it's the most logical thing to do. Is it not? It kinda makes me sad and angry because I fought for it until the very end. Then I started to get scared. Scared that I might lose my identity. I am scared that I won't know where I stand.. and worse, I won't know myself anymore.
I am so random.
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 5:41 AM.
And so here I am again, typing a new entry for my blog. God, how I missed doing this. ^___^ Tonight, I'm going to tell you about my ultimate plan. Lolx. ^___^
1. Study for NCLEX - check!
2. Take NCLEX
3. Work! Train!
4. Apply in California
5. Save!
- for family: house and lot, car, tuition. XD
- sister: house and Ady
- cousins: tuition *partly*, plane tickets to disneyland
-myself: plane tickets, business
6. Work in other places.
7. Save for myself.
8. Study another field/subject. ^_^
9. Put up a business.
10. TRAVEL.
1. Study for NCLEX - check!
2. Take NCLEX
3. Work! Train!
4. Apply in California
5. Save!
- for family: house and lot, car, tuition. XD
- sister: house and Ady
- cousins: tuition *partly*, plane tickets to disneyland
-myself: plane tickets, business
6. Work in other places.
7. Save for myself.
8. Study another field/subject. ^_^
9. Put up a business.
10. TRAVEL.
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 5:30 AM.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
*~*~*Review Mode*~*~*
Oh yes! My net life is on hiatus again. I bet this time it'll be longer. Then again, I have to sacrifice. I know this is for my own good. Oh and of course for my family too. So here I am. Though I'm alone most of the time (anti-social mode), it won't make me feel down. Ohohohoho!
Oh yes! My net life is on hiatus again. I bet this time it'll be longer. Then again, I have to sacrifice. I know this is for my own good. Oh and of course for my family too. So here I am. Though I'm alone most of the time (anti-social mode), it won't make me feel down. Ohohohoho!
Mission completed by †maxienne† @ 1:12 AM.